I'm Lost

Chapter Nine

I didn't go to sleep I stayed up all night so when it came to day time I would sleep so I would be left alone. It was 6:00 in the morning and that's when I went to bed I was so tired from last night with me and mark and than crying. Last night I finally got to sleep and the door opens well I think it does I don't open my eyes I'm to tired than something layed with me in bed and I open its a puppy I pick it up and I sit up and no one is there I get up and I hear noise from the kitchen and I walk in to grab some water and a bowl for me and the puppy and mark said Good morning and Josh don't talk to me at all do you like the puppy mark says Josh gave it to you thanks you Josh for the present like someone actually cares. Are you still mad about last night what do you think Jessica came in and made out with you right there in front of me. No don't talk to me I grabbed what I needed and went back to my room I put the puppy down and it started to scratch the door it stopped and I couldn't hear it anymore someone must of let it out. Can I come in it was Jessica what do you want you have a lot of nerve of talking to me. I'm so sorry mark didn't tell me that use are getting married I got up and got dressed in baggy shirt and bumpers that you could just see and walked out I went past the kitchen to the living room. I was left till mark came in and wanted to talk I was asleep on the couch and I didn't even want to talk to him or even talk to anyone. Leave me alone come on shailah Jessica apologiesed didn't she I just rolled over my back to mark he put his hand on my shirt and made small circuls around my back. He moved his hands up my shirt he out lined my lace bra I like this one I was to tired I just let him do what he wanted than after a while of doing that I got up and went put out side found some shade and layed down and went to sleep when I woke up it was pitch black out side I got up and I felt sick I took three steps before I vomited. I walked in side and went straight to the bathroom and put on the cold water and hoped in I layed there and. Someone knocked on the door and I said come in it was mark you OK. What does it look like OK OK OK your still mad you guess. I got out and got dressed and walked out went to my room and stayed there.