I'm Lost

Chapter 13

What am I not ready for I asked
For our gang this our gang meeting and your not ready for.
Whatever you can't tell me other wise. All of the other gangs looked at me with shocked faces as I've just sworn at the president. Mark are you gonna take that from a little girl.
"Actually I'm not a little girl I'm 15" I said

Mark if you can't control this little kid how can you be someone that people are afraid of as they look at me with a smirk. Josh stepped forward and said look Mark has his ways with his wife to be. Everyone looked at me and clapped there hands together and whistled and all the men and boys in the room punched him in the arms and smiles. Actually he's a cheater and I never said yes he's forced so celebrate all you want it's not gunna happen.

I walked past everyone and went to the kitchen to grab some food because I was starving. Luke came running in and said what the hell was that you would of got us kicked in the ass then shailah. "Watch what you say got it"

Whatever go away. No I'm not what has gotten into you lately.
I'm sick of being here I want out I want to go back home by the time I finished that sentence I was crying. Luke pulled me into his arms and said it's ok I know how you feel but here is home now. This is not my home and it won't be my home this place is a fucking nightmare and i hate being here.

I went straight for the front door I tried to open it but it wouldn't open up I kicked and pushed it. People came around the corner to see what was happening I stood there with my head on the door crying. Jessica came to my side and picked me up and took me to Mark in the middle of the room.

She was trying to get out and she is shaking I think you need to calm her down or give her temazape to take her sleep. Mark grabbed me out of Jessica's arms and took me out side.

Shailah would you rather me calm you down or take temazape they make you stay asleep. I rather josh calm me down then you. "Do you know what you put me thought you were cheating on me when I was falling for you and then a jerk.
You raped me and took advantage of me.
I've had s child then it died I'm was 15 Mark I shouldn't have to go through this it's your fault.

All I want is to go back home is that so much to ask for I want to see my family my parents. I want to see my friends and actually have a stable life so that I can learn what is right from wrong.