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56. Luhan: Without You

Hello cutiepies!! I'm having the most depressing weekend ever and i haven't been eating a proper meal for awhile. I'm in love with sad movies, idk about you guys though. Here's an update of Luhan. Love ya guys and let's give some love to luhan :))

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{3 years ago..}

YOUR POV

"Lulu!! Get up!!" I shook Luhan on bed, i was so excited for today. He groaned, "5 more minutes please" then he turned to the other side with his back facing me. "Aw come on, you promised" i pouted. He immediately got up, "Okay okay i'm up" his hair was a mess, but he still looks sexy. He smiles weakly and pecks on my lips.
"Let's get ready, it's my birthday" i pushed him to the bathroom.

It was winter and very cold in Seoul. I hated wearing thick clothings, but i had no choice. We walked out wearing matching beanies and holding hand in hand. As he promised, we went to the amusement park. It's kind of like a birthday date.

After playing, we stop by a coffee shop to get coffee obviously. "Ah~ so warm" i said after drinking the latte, Luhan just pinches my cheek and i smiled at him.

"(y/n)?"

"Hmm?"

"What would happen if i was gone"

Luhan suddenly asked.

"I think i would probably die, it might sound cheesy but i would be so lonely without you"

After answering, he just smiled and leaned in for a kiss. "Happy birthday, baobei" he whispers

Luhan collapsed while we were walking home. I freaked out and called the ambulance and also making sure that he is breathing. Then we went to the hospital together.

That's when i knew why he asked that question. He was diagnosed with lung cancer a few months ago and never told me. He already knew that he might die one day and has to leave me. He was enduring it and hiding it from me so that i wouldn't be heartbroken but finding out was even worst. I decided to take care of him.

{next year...}

He was getting worst, there were no progress of him getting any better. I grew more depressed until i couldn't take it anymore.

I entered the ward where Luhan rested in. He looks pale and also seem as though he hasn't sleep much. But he was still handsome either way. "Hi babe" he smiled, i didn't reply and held back my tears. "Come here please" he patted on the side of the mattress and i went close to him.

That's when my tears already fell, he wiped them away. "Hey...don't cry", he scooted over and i laid next to him and slowly fell asleep. "Happy birthday, (y/n)". It was night, i heard beeps repeatedly. It was Luhan's heart monitor, he had problems again. "Luhan?" I cried, the doctors already came, "Miss, you must leave we have an emergency"

{2 years later...}

It was winter.....i stood infront of Luhan's grave, the breeze blew and i shivered. I read the letter he wrote before dying, "No matter who you end up with after i die, i will always and forever love you" tears started to fall to my cheeks. I felt someone wiping them off, i look up to see Luhan

"What did i tell you? Don't cry, you'll look ugly" he said, "Luhan?" I mumbled, he smiles and pulls into a hug. I cried even more on his embrace, "Luhan-ah, i can't live anymore. I miss you so much that i might die" i mumbled against his chest. He started stroking my head, "I know" he whispered, "Just continue living for me, i just want you to be happy again like before" he continued

Am i dreaming? I nodded against his chest. He pushed me infront of him and i felt cold pair of lips on mine. "Happy birthday, (y/n)", he whispers and then he slowly went away and he was gone already.

I will live for you, Luhan

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Ahhh...i'm so depressed but more sweeter imagines are coming up so stay tuned :p

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