Feelings Kept Inside

I'm Tired!

I am sick and tired of everyone making me feel like shit!
I'm tired of feeling like and outcast, a nobody.
I'm tired of having to listen to people's bullshit.
I'm tired of living of constant fear of people judging me.
I'm tired of having to deal with my parents yelling at me about my grades when they don't give a single fuck about me and my mental health and how it's effecting me greatly.
I'm tired of people abandoning me and leaving me to rot.
I'm tired of walking past my ex in the halls and in my French class and wanting to hold him again when I know deep inside that those days are gone. I hate that we don't even talk anymore, not even as 'just friends'. It's like we're strangers and it kills me.
I'm tired of crying myself to sleep almost every night.
I'm tired of it all!

I just want it all to end.

I want it all to fucking end!

-LovelyLittleReaper