Feelings Kept Inside

Happiness Isn't Real

I used to believe in happiness
I believed that it was a good thing
That it was an everlasting thing
That it would come at my worst days and make everything better

But I was wrong
Dead wrong

I believe, now, that happiness is an illusion
I believe that all it does is disappear when you need it most
It doesn't come up to cheer up my bad days, it causes them
It's not an everlasting thing
It's a run away
The loneliness that happiness can cause has made me not believe in true happiness

I realize that now

I just wish it wasn't true

-LovelyLittleReaper
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This was something that I found in one of my journals that I wrote a while back, and I forgot how much it was true