Feelings Kept Inside

Tag thingy

So I was tagged in this trend thing going around Wattpad (thanks DrSpazz xD) so I guess I have to do it eughhhh

RULES

1. You must post the rules
2. You must post 13 facts about yourself
3. You must tag thirteen people
4. You have to answer 13 questions, then make 13 new ones
5. "I do not do tags/questions" is not acceptable (idk why this is a rule like I don't have to do this but I am anyway cause I have nothing better to do lol)
6. Tag backs are allowed
7. You must complete this within a week or you'll be reminded of the tag

13 FACTS

1. I'm a musical theatre nerd
2. As far as I know, I'm the oldest throughout my siblings and cousins
3. I'm pansexual
4. I'm a gamer girl
5. I secretly wish I was British
6. I play trumpet in my school's (marching) band
7. I've only dated two people so far and both didn't even last 2 months
8. My first kiss was at band camp under a firetruck's hose (it was hella hot that day)
9. I've lived in seven different places and been to eight different schools
10. I want to change my name to Alice
11. I cosplay (the ones I currents have are Grell Sutcliff, Bill Cipher, Armin, Daryl Dixion, and Yuno Gasai)
12. My moods are very two-sided. I'm either very sarcastic or very serious. I either give no fucks what everyone thinks or does or I care too much about that people think. I'm either very quiet and shy or very loud and out there. In public, I'm nervous about everything, tugging on my clothes, biting my nail and lips, etc. but when I'm home or with my friends I mess up my hair, turn on Avril Lavigne or something up full volume and dance around in my bra. Let's just say you may never know the real me cause I don't even know the real me xD
13. Throughout my life (til now) I've taken dance classes (ballet, lyrical, jazz, tap), basket ball (two year and I only made one shot..), soccer, and karate classes.

QUESTIONS

How many pets have you ever had?
All together I've had three dogs and two cats.

Choose 1 physical change and 1 mental/emotional/moral change that you would make to yourself if you could.
Physically I would change everything (except my eyes cause that's pretty much the only thing I like about myself) and mentally/emotionally I would want to not have depression and have a more positive attitude (and so I could make better decisions)

Name one person/animal/thing that depends on you for survival, emotional support, or companionship.
My dog and and my best friend (not saying their name cause idk if they'd like it or not so)

If you don't already, do you want kids? Why/why not?
I want to have kids but no more than two and I do not want the kids to be my own...from my own uterus. Lol. (I have plans to just adopt). The main reasons are because I want to help the homeless kids, I DO NOT want to deal with the 9 months of pain and hormonal stages and having to deal with the aftermath of 9 periods at once (one is bad enough okei?!) and plus there are so many things that could go wrong during or after pregnancy. The baby could die, I could have a miscarriage, I could die, the baby could have serious medical problems and I just don't want that. Call me what you want but that's just me.

What is one misconception some people have about you?
When people find out I'm pansexual they A U T O M A T I C A L L Y think that I only like girls, or I fall in love with everyone I see. Like nah...nAH. That not how it works. So I have to go through my 5 minute speech in my phone about how that's not what my sexuality is (heck now that I'm learning more about the different sexualities I'm not even sure pansexual describes it but idk that what I'm saying for now) but even then they sTILLLLL think that. It also bugs me when people call me bisexual or a lesbian like plz no. Now if you're not educated in the sexualities/gender identifications or don't know the difference I will be happy to tell you but if your one of those people that will get every explanation they get and will still call me anything else than what I am....*twainz voice* there's the door, bitch.

What is the longest English (or your native language) word you know?
Hippopotomonstrosesquipedaliophobia (this word is the definition of irony)

How many countries have you lived in/visited/travelled through?
I have never been outside the United States (which sUCKS)

Are you a grammar Nazi?
Sometimes (mainly around my friends cause I know they won't get all bitchy about it)

What is your religion?
I don't know what it is but I would say it's more toward atheism. Like, I don't believe in a god, but I can't prove that there isn't one. Cause no one ABSOLUTELY knows what the true religion is. Now if you try and convert me into your religion and give me 10 hour speeches about how my religion is wrong, I will go all out on yo ass. Okay? But, if you want to believe in a different religion or whatever...go ahead. I have no problems whatsoever. Just don't try to convert me or yell at me for not believing what you believe.

What is one misconception people often have about said religion?
That people think all atheists are either satanists, or people that hate all Christians or something. Like NO! Atheism is you don't have a religion and, technically, satanism is a religion and I don't believe in that (also I've seen some crazy shit happen due to that so) and I do not hate all Christians or religious people. Most of the time, I have no problems whatsoever, now unless you're like that chick who wouldn't sign marriage licenses to a homosexual couple, or that lady who bashed a bunch or Muslims using the church to hold their service, claimed Monster energy drinks as the drink created by satan himself, and who stood at a street corner wish a sign saying "Thank your mother that you're not gay"...then I'm gonna have problems.

What are you afraid of more: dying, spiders, heights, loosing the ones you love.
Loosing the ones I love (I would say death but it's more of time or "life after death"

Who is the most important person in your life?
My friends.

What was the easiest and hardest question to answer?
Easiest:  how many pets I've had
Hardest: one misconception people have about me

MY QUESTIONS

1. How is your day?
2. What is the best and worst movie you've ever seen?
3. What song describes you the most?
4. If you go into any world (like in a book/movie/tv show) what would it be and why?
5. What is your favorite quote? ("All of the hate goes to my dick" is mine...just thought I'd say that. 'Kay carry on)
6. Can you speak multiple languages? If so, what are they?
7. Black and blue or white and gold? (You know what I'm talking about...)
8. Marvel or DC?
9. What is your biggest fear?
10. Who is your favorite youtuber?
11. What's your favorite Disney movie?
12. List three things you like about yourself.
13. What is one thing you would tell your younger self?

Okay so I don't know that many people on Wattpad so I'm going to go against rule number 3 and not tag anyone but say if you wanna do this go ahead and if not that's okay, too.

Yeah, I'm going against a rule...*plays She's a Rebel by Green Day*

also I did this whole thing watching iisuperwomanii lol.