Walk with me on our tiny paths...
Hearing his heartbeat...
...who knows how long we'll last.
...keeps me from dying.
Ba-dum ba-dum ba-dum. Dreaming is easy, waking up is the hard part...
One week until I had to go home to my grandmothers...
Five days...
Three Days a fight with Jay...
"Why are you leaving!"
"I need to face my problems head on."
"But why do you have to go?"
"Because running away doesn't fix it."
"But your running away from me!"
"Jay, just because I turned doggy doesn't mean my home has moved."
"But we were basically designed for this Tempy!"
Shaking my head.
"You'll find a better girl than me. Some who isn't as fucked up."
Patting his cheek.
Two days...
One day. Fey takes me out to dinner. Jay doesn't show up.
Ten hours...I hate this...
Five hours...I hate this so much...
Two hours...still no Jay. Well if he didn't want to see me off then so be it....oh god I hate this...
Thirty Minutes...I'm all packed and ready to get out of this hotel room...
Twenty minutes...is that shouting I hear downstairs? What the hell?
Ten minutes...I find Jay in the loby looking pissed but controlled, he's leaning on the door holding it open for me.
"Ready?" His voice sounds...scratchy
"Yeah." My voice trembles and my palms shake.
He opens the door to the passenger seat. He's going to drive me to the station.
When we arrive at the platform I turn to say goodbye to see him glaring at the train.
"Goddammit Jay!" I almost smack him.
"What!" He growls back.
"This is not how I wanted to leave you. Are you on your goddam period, because it's no excuse to be a bitch!"
A smile broke his face and he burst out laughing.
"What! Why are you laughing at me! I really-"
He cut me off, wrapping his arms around me and pressing his mouth to mine in a desperate kiss. Oe of those that said all that his pride told him not to. There was so much sadness and desperation in it along with fear and longing. I kissed him back pushing all my hopefulness and gentility into it. His grip became almost painful and he buried his face in my neck.
"Bullshit." He mumbled, his voice shaking.
"What?"
"That I'll find someone else."
"Yes you will, you'll find a nice girl with a nice face and gorgous heart. You'll forget about me and be happy." I smiled even though I bleeding inside.
"Bullshit."
"Jay-"
"No, stop don't say another word. I will never find someone else ok Tempest. I will never find another girl becuase you're to fucking important! You're too much for me to get over. I can't help it ok, but you hold my heart in your hands. From the very first fucking moment I saw you I knew that you were the right one. The right fucking person for me! I will never fall like this again, I will never beg like this for anyone else. I love you pretty girl and I won't ever get over it. I don't want to get over this! It's been so much for me it scared me so much! But I just can't let you go. I can't let you board that train and leave my life without even asking how felt about it!" I could feel his tears on my skin as he hid them from the rest of the world as if it were a bad thing. I lifted his head, eyes red, lower lip trembling.
"You love me?"
"Isn't it painfully obvious?" He groaned closing his eyes.
And then while his eyes were closed I pressed my lips to his forehead, cheeks, eyelids, lips. Cradling his head in my chest.
"Oh wolf boy I've been so stupid. Please forgive me." I whispered to him.
"I'm the stupid one here not you."
"I need to tell you something before I go."
"What's that?" He looked down at me, absolutly miserable.
I went on my tip toes, in my red flats and whispered in his ear.
"What happens when girl loves a man so much that her whole life revolves around him and his heartbeat. That she should die the most awful death if she were to let it stop or become sad?" I kissed his earlobe, and whispered one last thing to him. "I love you, you silly, brillaint, stubborn, unstopable wolf boy. I love you so much that I will never forget you. Not as long as I shall live and I'm guessing that goes for you too. I'll love you for forever, I've got all the time in the world to love you as I am, unchanging and unmoving." I kissed him one last time his face shocked and voiceless.
Then with my face burning scarlet I hoped onto the train and waved goodbye to the one boy I will ever love, keeping the smile up until I couldn't see him anymore. Then I locked myself in the empty conpartment and let strangled tears fall...
time to face my demons.
(A/N) Annnnd what do you think? is it ok? the epilogue is coming up...or is it? Mwahahahahahah
Tangible out>>
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A Girl Called Tempest
Mistero / ThrillerRule One, don't let them call you beautiful. Rule Two, don't let them comfort you. Rule Three, don't show fear. Rule Four, don't let me become your best friend. Rule Five, Always keep your distance. Rule Six, don't let them kiss you. Rule Seven, sta...
