Beyond Repair

Part One

This is me.

I am not much.

I am savanna levy. Also known as the weird girl....

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"Beep beep beep." My alarm clock goes off at 6:30 in the morning I roll over and hit the snooze button...I stand up and start walking to the bathroom "Dammit!" I yell when I step in dog shit. My fucking dog shit in the floor again and it is pissing me off. "Kimp!" I scream and my little hound dog wobbles into the room I walk up to her and put her in her cage.
I walk to the bathroom and slide a pair of black leggings on with a plane black shirt and a gray sweat shirt. It makes me look like a jock but I definitely don't want to be one
Of them for sure. I apply dark make-up and put on my black sparies. I grab my bag and sit in the living room waiting for the bus.

Buzz buzz. My phone vibrates. It's Bella.

*hey girlly what's up.*

I smile she's one of my few friend I have her Alexis, Lindi, and Gracie.

I text her back *NM just waiting for the bus you riding?.*

My phone vibrates seconds later.

*yah see you in a min. We're getting ready to pull up to your house...♡*

I don't text her back I just wait for the bus to pull up. It pulls up about 5 minutes later. When I get off I walk to the back and sit next to Bella. She smiles at me and goes back to listening to music on her phone.

"Where the hell are you Savanna a boy says from the middle of the bus."

I sit up a little further to see Jake starring straight at me great this is all I needed. my ex-boyfriend showing up on the first day of school starting trouble. He walks to the back and sits to the seat next to me Bella doesn't even notice I'm silently screaming at her to look this way and save me from conversation of course it doesn't happen.

He looks at me "Vanna baby look at me I was stupid to break up with you I miss you baby please give me another chance, I thought I wanted a cheerleader honestly that was a bad idea she thought she was all that and a bag a chips she treated me like shit just give me another chance I promise it will be better I was so fucking stupid. Please" he begs and I feal bad I miss him a lot actually and I want to take him back but I don't know if I can trust him.... "Jake you left me for her and by doing that you showed me that you would drop me instantly for anyone so.. I don't know and don't call me baby I'm not your baby." I huff.

He frowns. "That's what you think of me?" I can see that he's in the verge of tears. "No.. well yeah uh.... i....i..umm huh no Jake I don't think that of you I love you but you hurt me." I stutter my words to him, nervous of hurting him he is very emotional.

He smiles with hope in his eyes "sooo you'll take me back..?" He questions. "Okay... yes yes I will.... on one condition promise me that it won't happen again." He sighs in relief "Phew you scared me and I swear to god it won't happen again." At that he grabs me and kisses me. I turn around and Bella is starring eyes wide and mouth open she no longer has her ear buds in she must've turned to say something and caught onto what was happening. A huge grin flies across her face she is happy for me I know it.

"Oh my flipping god ....there is no way you are dating Jake he is likes the hottest boy in school." She exaggerates. "So what if I am?" I question teasingly. "How come you haven't informed your best friend of this?" She sounds disappointed. "Well because he just asked me out... like we had a fling over summer and he just asked me out when he got on the bus." I half smile." "Lucky you." She smiles and goes back to her phone grinning like a freak. Though she is my freak I love her so much.

We pull up to school and we all pile off the bus in an attempt to not get ran over. When we get off the bus Jake grabs my hand and threads his fingers in mine causing us to get many stairs. I'm sure they're all thinking what is Jake doing with a Gothic freak though I wear a lot of black I don't consider myself all the way Gothic.

When I look over Alexis, Gracie, and Lindi are running towards Jake, Bella, and I. They all hug me and Bella since we haven't seen each other all summer except for a few parties.

When they realize who I'm with they're eyes go wide with holy shit expressions. Gracie leans over "Your not uh dating Jake are you. I smile and say "Yes I'm dating Jake why is everyone so surprised?" I state loudly for everyone to hear. I get a few stares and a few grins but mostly shocked expressions.

Alexis sees Andrew and ditches us for him. Then Gracie sees Landon and says "Peace out" as she walks away. We laugh at her ridiculousness she's clearly in love. A few minutes later Bella ditches us for Holden, and Lindi ditches us for Niall. Then I'm left with Jake and it's a little uncomfortable he walks with me to my locker and I put my stuff away then we decide to go get our schedules. I look at my schedule compared to his and we have the same exact schedule. Yay. We walk to homeroom holding hands and making small talk.

Jake- so what do you think being with a popular guy...
Savanna- it doesn't mean anything to me like labels don't mean anything to me.
He smiles a half smile.
Jake- oh just wondering.

He grabs me by the waist and hugs me before planting a lingering kiss on my lips before we walk into class. When I sit down he sits next me and pulls his phone out blocking the whole world out so I do the same, and so is everyone else..

*HI I SO BORED AND I THINK IT SUCKS THAT WE DIDN'T HAVE THE SAME SCHEDULE..* -Alexis.

I smile and text her back.

*HAHA YAH IT SUCKS AND I DYING OF BORDEM...♡" -Savanna

"Hay" someone says from behind me. I turn around, it's Jake. "Hi.." I smile. "What ya say we skip the rest of the day and go to my place." A smirk grows across his face. "Are you suggesting I leave school to go hang out with you.?" I question him though I know exactly what he's saying. "Yah I mean unless you don't want to" he looks nervous. "Hell yah there is no way I'd turn that offer down.." just when I answer him the wen bell rings. He grabs my hand and we walk to his car. When we get in I am absolutely burning up, but I don't want him to see my wrist so I leave the sweatshirt on.

We ride mostly in silence every now and then bringing up my friends and their boyfriends.

We pull up to what I assume is his house. He walks around and opens the door for me. He then grabs my hand once again to walk me in. I find it rather sweet.

As soon as we walk in I'm hit with a breeze of heat. He take shis shirt off and turns the air on. Oh my god I just gasped and he heard me he's dying laughing and I'm blushing. He walks over to me and kisses me. I frantically pull away and then I decide to go with it. So I lean forward and kiss his plush pink lips. He is so hot. He pushes me off and I'm surprised "Hold on" he smiles and tells me to follow him to his bedroom. He pulls his pants down and puts a condom on before sliding my pants down along with my panties he slides inside of me a long day I try to hide my moans....

Hi I'm so glad your stillreading..*smiling*I know it was still pretty short \~: Oh well I fare warned you so don't get mad.. P.S. VOTE AND COMMENT.... PLEASE...!! (~:___...