Beyond Repair

Part Seven

She smiles at me. "Baby I'll always be here for you there is no reason to ever want to inflict damage on yourself. I know what your feeling with being in high school and having boyfriends...." she grins as she puts air quotes on the word boyfriends.

I hear I light squeak from behind my mom, when I look behind my mom Jake is walking in the room with a older looking guy.

"James?" My mom gapes.

Carol!!" The man smiles.

Pain takes over my mother's face. Then she stands. For only a slight minutw I see forgiveness in her eyes behind all of her pain. She walks towards the stranger. She looks as if she's gonna hug him. Just as he reaches to hug her she slaps the shit out of him. "Don't you dare look at me like that. And never ever ever touch me." She spits. She shoves past him giving Jake the eye and leaving me here with these two men that have caused so much pain in my life. By the way my mom just acted I can tell this is my father. The man which I have never met, and don't care about.

"Savanna.? Is that you baby.?" He stares at me in wonder. "How the hell did you find me?" I say ignoring the fact that Jake is with him. "The hospital called me I am your father after all...." he says clearly stunned. "No your not my father as far as im concerned I don't have a fucking father.!!" I screech my voice cracking at the harsh words. He opens his mouth, closes it again. Thought so.

He begins to say something but instead he turns on his heels and walks out of the room. Fuck.

"Baby I'm sorry I didn't know who he was I tried to stop him." Jake looks at me. "It's fine it hurt my mom more than me." I force a smile. "Babe you know I love you more than I've ever loved anyone, yes there has been a lot of hoes, but your not like them and I'm truly sorry. If you'll just think about it think about us that would mean the world to me." What? Did he really just ask me to forgive him? "I love you to Jake, but forgiving is along ways away. I mean I'm laying in a hospital bed. I was minutes away from death only hours ago mostly because of you." I take a breath and continue. "Yes I know I said we were back together and that it better not happen again, but I think we need to go our separate ways your so much more different than me. We aren't right for each other."

I half smile. Though it goes away when I look at Jake and he is crying. He is fucking full on crying over me. "I don't want anyone else Vanna I just want you baby. I need you. We've known each other for years now. I mean we started kindergarten together now we're going to be graduating together in less than two weeks. Please I can't take on this world without you." He sobs. "But-" Is all I can say. "If you are done with me, then just tell me that that your done and you never want to see me again, and I will go just say the words to me right here right now and you'll never see me again. If that's what you want." He looks at me hope in his eye. "Huuu" I huff. Here we go.

"No that's not what I want. I still wanna talk to you and be friends or some shit. But I don't think we should date." Fuck this shit I do wanna date him. I'm lying to him and myself. "So what do you want to cause I sure as hell can't stand just being friends." He stands up and puts his hands on top of his head. I decide to stay silent.

The doctor walks in and tells me I'm free to go home when I feel like it then she leans down and whispers in my ear. "Sweetie if you ever feel as if you have to do this then call me." She says picking up my arm looking at my wrist then putting a small piece of paper in my hand. I smile at her before wrapping my arms around her in a tight hug. She quickly hugs me back. "Thank-you." I whisper. "Your welcome honey." She says and walks out of the room.

"What the hell was that about." Jake glares at me. He went from sobbing to fucking cussing me out. "You know what she was just looking out for me so back the fuck up." I say standing from the bed. When I stand my gown falls of and Jakes jaw nearly hits the floor. Dam it. I dart down to grab the gown, but before I can wrap it back around me. His arms snake around my waist pulling me towards the door.

He shoves me against the door reaching behind me to lock it. He looks at me. "Please." Before I can say anything he leans down and kisses me. He leads me back towards the bed and I wanna protest so bad, but for some reason I dont. He slides my panties down. He looks up at me for approval. I glance at him before laying my head back down. "Baby are you sure?" He smiles. "Yes, please." I practically beg. He spreads my legs apart leaning his head down between my legs. I feel his warm breath against me giving me chills. He kisses me on my stomach teasing me. He slides a finger inside of me. I almost scream until I remember where we are. He brings his other hand to cover my mouth. "Shh baby you gotta keep it in." I can hear the smirk in his voice.

Jakes P.O.V.

I wanna feel her so fucking bad but I completely forgot a condom. Well not that I thought I was gonna need one, but still. I start pumping my finger faster. I feel her tighten and I know she's almost there. I move in slow tormenting circles and she comes undone from fucking my middle finger. She is breathing heavy and her laying there in a bra and no underwear is so dam sexy. She grins at me. "My turn." She flips me over on the small bed and pulls my jeans down. Fuck she is so hot. She brings me into her mouth. I'd she wants me to last longer she's gonna have to stop with the tounge. Right before I come in her mouth she pulls away. "Babe." I whine. "Not yet" she says kissing me with her pink swollen lips. She wraps her hand around me and starts pumping at a dangerous rate still kissing me. I take her tounge into my mouth one last time before I let go. She let's go of me laying down on my chest. I'm hard as Fuck and my duck is right between her thighs. I'm tempted to just shove inside of her the hell with a condom but she would kill me.

Savanna P.O.V.

I sit up and climb off of him. Deciding to go get dressed. I feel his eyes on me the whole time. When I'm dressed I turn around and he already has his pants up sitting on the edge of the bed. He Stands grabbing my hand we walk out of the room towards the waiting room. My mom is laying in one of the seats asleep. "Mom." I say. She grunts rolling over. "Mom I'm ready to go home now." I say. "Huh." She says sitting up. She looks confused for a minute before wrapping me in a tight hug. "Okay baby let's go." We all walk out to the parking lot together. "Hay hun I'm going to be busy today so If you want to go with Jake then go on." She smiles at the two of us. "Okay mom love you." I smile. "Love you to." She says getting into her car driving away.

I get in the car with Jake. I begin to think this over and I realize it was a fucking bad idea. I'm supposed to be moving on and I'm getting nowhere. "I love you." Jake says without even looking at me. "I love you." I reply. Doubt fills my mind... Do I love him

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To prevent furthur confusion is how Jake feels about Savanna ....

So what do u all think about the reunited couple... ♡ Plllllleeeeaaaasssseeee vote and comment. Oh and I'm sorry about the mistakes lol I haven't paid much attention cuz auto correct usually fixes it for me..(; Oh and thanks so much for still reading.. and if you're wondering who I see the characters as red the very first chapter Authors Note. Ily guys so much. P.S. I would rate this book PG13 so comment and tell me what you think..