Beyond Repair

Part 6

Hay yeah so excuse me over the other chapter it was sad and depressing and I cried while writing it..♡♡♡♡ \~: hay though I told you it was coming in the A/N I explained It to u though some of you didn't read it.. that's also were you can find character portrayals......... so go back and read.....BTW I put a lot of time in this so please vote and comment thanks...ily♡♡♡

Jake P.O.V.

My phone starts ringing off the hook. I pick it up its Bella.. that's weird she never calls me since she figured out I had a crush on her last year but obviously I don't any more..or she'd be mine. "Hello." I say. I hear sobs. "It's Vanna she's in the hospital, she tried to.." long pause and a lot of sobs. "She uh tried to kill her self." Bell brakes down she can't take it anymore. "Where is she at?" I rush. " I don't even know the name of the hospital but it's just a couple streets away. "Ok I'm pretty sure that's saint Vincent hospital be right there." I don't bother to ask if she ok cuz she wouldn't have been that calm if she was ...... dead. The word tears at my heart. I feel like this is all my fault I was the cause of this and I fucking know it.

I look at my speedometer and I'm going 75 mph would gives a shit I have to be there for my baby.

I pull up less then 5 minutes later the parking lot is deserted. There are a couple of cars, the ambulance, and a chopper. I hurry out of my car into the building. I see the waiting room and I head for it. There everyone is. I'm the only dick that wasn't here for her. Not that she'd want me to be. I sit down next to Lindi and bella. I look at Lindi and I fucking swear she's drooling at me. "You okay." I question. "Duh I'm not the one in a coma." She spits. "What the fuck in a coma why the hell didn't you asses call me sooner." I practically scream. "It's not like that we just got told a few minutes before you showed up that she was in a coma s b email was awake." Vanna's mom cries. I clear my head. "Sorry." I whisper and walk out of the room. I head to the front desk. "Uh I'm looking for Savanna Levy." I say to the lady. "Is she taking visitors?" I ask. "Yes she's in room number 437 only one at a time though." She smiles and I walk towards the elevator. I head up to floor 4. I find her room in a couple of minutes.

I walk in and I gasp out loud when I see the burns on her neck. Fuck. I sit down next to her bed and grab her hand intertwining my fingers in hers. She's cold. Though she isn't dead.

"Vanna I don't know If you can hear me but if you can I'm really sorry babel you d I not understand though nothing happened between us just a kiss." I squeeze her hand lightly and lay my he'd down on her side to cry. Me the most popular guy in school crying. She is definitely worth every single tear that falls. I need her.

I hear her breathing and that makes me so very happy. If she would have passed it would be all me fault. Its my fault that she is here in the first place though. I'm so fucking stupid Maddy isn't, wasn't worth this.

I lay my head on her stomach still squeezing her hand. I let go lightly and feel her squeeze my hand back. I raise my head up and look at her. She is laying on the bed her eyes focused on me.

"Baby?" I question. "Hay..?" She croa am so her voice raspy. The doctor hurries in and pushes me of her. "Go on she needs her rest." The doctor nags. "She's been fucking sleeping for hours. You seriously thinks she needs more sleep." I spit. "Goa." Vanna whispers. I look at her she looks so helpless so I don't argue I just stand and walk away.

Vanna's P.O.V.

Jake looks at me before walking out I have little memory of why I'm in the hospital. The last thing I remember is Bella, lexis, lindi, and Gracie screaming and running towards me. Then all I hear is screams people crying and sirens. The doctor takes my vitals ane asks me some questions, I don't feel like answering them so I just shake my head at her.

"Would you like visitors your stable enough for them?" She looks at me sincerely. "Um yes." I slightly smile. "Okay." She smiles walking out of the room.

A few moments later Jake comes walking in wow I didn't think this through.

"Please baby it wasn't like you think." He says. "I just fucking committed suicide okay so I do think want to hear your bullshit." I spit.

"Okay I understand baby so let's just talk like nothing ever happened and it didn't it was just a small kiss." He huffs. "Fine but I'm not happy with you for even a kiss." I state. " Is he bothering you miss?" A nurse asks. I didn't event know she was in here. "No I'm fine but can you send my mom in?" I ask desperately wanting to see her. "Yes of course she says. Leading Jake to the door he turns back at me and looks completely hopeless I'm sorry he mouths. At that he disappears down the hall.

My mom walks in with red swollen eyes, and a wet face. "Hay baby." She half smiles. "I'm sorry." Are the only words I can manage right now. "No no don't be sorry. I understand baby. When I was your age I felt the same way. I know you miss your dad being in your life but what can I do? You know." She probably prepared that speech waiting for me to wake up, since she definitely wouldn't go as far as even thinking I could've died.

I'm speechless I have no clue what to say to her. "Mom I I don't know why I did it exactly." Is all I can manage to say to her. She wraps her arms around me and whispers "it'll be okay" in my ear.