Beyond Repair

Part Two

I wake up at 10:30 to find myself nude with a nude Jake wrapped around me. Dammit I'm fucking late for school, not that I care but I don't think that I should stay here with Jake. Even though I couldn't think of a better way to spend my day.

"Babe." A crisp voice interrupts my thoughts. "Yah." I can't help to smile at the fact he Called me baby. "Are you going to school?" He questions and by his voice I can tell that he isn't going. "No I'll stay with you of course if you don't care." I can't help but say yes. "Of course I was going to ask you to stay." He smiles mischievously "you ready for round two.?" My grin along with b his grows wide. "I'll take that as a yes.." "No Jake that's not what that meant I didn't want to do it last night but you know.." "oh well we'll just go out somewhere." He is suprised of my words he's probably never been turned down before. "Oh my god that didn't come out like I meant it. Okay so I definitely wanted to have have sex with you and I still do but the last time I was involved in intercourse it was rape so it brings back bad memories... I'm sorry." "Oh my god I didn't know don't apologize I'm the one who should be sorry I should be more considerate of other I'm such a dick.... I love you though and from now on I'll let you have control of our sex life though eventually I'd like to have an opportunity.." "I don't want to be in charge actually I'm ready to move on......." At that I grab his shoulders and crawl on top of him. A huge smirk covers his face. "I'm glad we're taking it slow." He says sarcastically and flips me over where he's now on top. He reaches over to get a condom. "Dammit fuck it." He then crawls off me after getting out of bed he puts his boxers on. "What is it baby?" I question before realizing what I just called him. "What was that?" "I said what is wrong.... baby?" "That is so hot call me baby again and I'll take back to bed without a condom." He smiles. "Yah okay." I tease him knowing that he's joking. "Hay since we ain't got notin to do how bout we go get you on birth control?" He asks trying to solve the condom issue. "Uh yah that'll be fine." I get out of bed completely necked when his eyes widen and his pupils dilate I realize that I'm necked. I grab a sheet and cover my self real quickly. As I do so Jake dies in laughter "Babe don't worry I seen it all last night and over the summer in the pool." He winks at me. "Oh my god I was drunk okay drop it.."

Hoping my words silence him I get dressed in the same clothes I had on yesterday. As I slide my sweatshirt on I hear Jake gasp. "What the fuck Savanna." He says grabbing my wrist. He seen the giant gashes running from my hand to my elbow on mm both arms. "I...I... I cut myself okay my mother and father are getting divorced and my dad and I'm to blame for it the only fucking reason my parents got married was because my mom got pregnant with me." I realize I'm crying when  my almost hot tears hit my chest. He wraps me into a hug and I cry into his shoulder. After 10 minutes or so he pushes me off him "I'm sorry Vanna but there is no way in hell I can be with a suicidal freak." What? He wanted to fuck me seconds ago. "A freak is that what I've been to you all along. You came running to me begging me to take you back and now I'm a fucking freak. Okay." "Dude chill I'm messing with you I love you and your not a freak to me tour so much more I mean seriously I can't belive that you believed that." He grins.

I grab him by the waist "don't do that to me you scared me." I smile

Jakes P.O.V.

She blushes. I can't help of thinking of what I could do to her what I could make her feel how happy I could make her. "Babe do you wanna go get those pills now your killing me." She gazes down towards my junk she is so dirty. "Hello." "Oh yah uh let's do that." She kisses me and goes to the bathroom to take a shower I assume.

I get dressed and hear the shower turn on. Damn I want to join her so bad, but I don't know that she would allow that and I'm gonna avoid it. I walk into the living room and that's when I realize she doesn't know this is my house not my moms mine ,maybe that's why she's been wanting to leave.

"Baby you in here." She steps into the living room she has a thin towel rapped around her perfect body. Mmm. "Yah over here." I say from the kitchen.