Beyond Repair

Part Thirteen

                                 Two weeks later...

There has been no sign of Jake since the incident with Austin, and I'm kinda worried about him. I feel slightly bad for the way I treated him. I mean I didn't just brake up with him it took him catching me with another guy for us to end things.

"Hay beautiful." Austin wraps his arms around me as I stand at my locker. "I missed you baby." He whispers into my ear. "You did?" I raise a brow. "Yah of course. It's to bad I have to go to class or I'd show you how much I missed you and your perfect ass. He smirks planting his lips on mine. When he pulls away I reply "yah it's just to bad" I purse my lips at him. "Yah, well I got to go I love you baby." "I love you." I smile as he walks away.

I bend down to grab the rest of my books out of my locker. I feel I slight pain in my stomach, I'm pretty sure it's from the lack of food this week.

I head towards class hurrying just to be sure I'm not gonna be late on my last week of school.

¤After school¤

I drive to the small house I rented after me and Jake ended things. When I pull up the yard is mowed, and the for rent sign is gone. The land lord must've stopped by. I grab my bags out of my back seat trying to prevent  making a second trip.

I slide the key into the small but perfectly crafted door handle. When I step in there is a fresh smell almost as If someone planted their flower garden in my living room. The small hall way leads into a old time themed living room. After I explore the living room I walk through a crafty arch that leads into a beautiful kitchen. The counter tops are a shiny granite and the cabinets are a dark brown color fashioned like wood. There is a beautiful chandelier hanging over the  marble topped table. I'm in complete awe as I walk into the bedroom. The bed is queen sized and has nightstands on both sides. There is a switch on the wall that dims and brightens the rounded lights the is even a small silver mini fridge in the corner. I step into the closet and my chin hits the floor.  The closet is literally the size of my room with cabinet, shelves, and racks aligning the walls. The carpet is a soft white with touches gray. 

I close the closet door and walk back to the bed. I plop myself down and stare at the magnificent globe lights. A knock at the door brings me from my thoughts of the house. Who could that be? I don't recall telling anyone where I was moving. I walk to the door in wonder. As I reach for the door handle another loud knock is delivered to my door. "Okay okay I say as I open it." I look up and I'm in complete shock. "Wha- why- how?" I stutter making no sense. "How did you know where to uh find me?" I question him. "I got my ways. So you cheat on me you break up with me and then you move on from me without so much as a goodbye." Jake says stepping into my new house. "What I do is no longer your concern." I say trying to stay confident. I walk past him and into my living room. "Yes, Vanna I know that. I am just afraid that you have-" he pauses trying to find the right words.

"Well I guess I'm just afraid that you're really done with me and that you have forgotten about me. I know it sounds pathetic, but I can't imagine life without you Vanna you make every day worth living. Since  you've been gone I haven't left my house I've just stayed in my house remembering all the times we spent together. Yes, I understand that your with that dumb blond, but why not be with tall dark and handsome especially when I actually love you I don't just want to fuck you, and that's the truth. I could live without ever knowing what it was like to be inside of you, and I could live without knowing how it feels to love someone with everything you possibly  can just to have them crush you in such a fucked up way. But there is one thing I can't live without not any longer and that's you. No, I'm not gonna ask for your forgiveness this time, you know since it wasn't me that fucked up, but I am asking that you can find it in yourself to look past everything and see the man in front of you that loves you more than he has ever loved anything, and to look him in the eyes and tell him that you truly do love him and mean it. Because Vanna when I look into your eyes and say I love you its the truth and it couldn't be any more accurate. I just hope you could do the same for me. I've made my promise that I will stay forever true to you, and I want you to make the same commitment to me. A part of me is telling me to forget you and just walk out on you right now without ever looking back. But the bigger half of me is screaming don't give up on her she is your ever thing a day you need her in your life. So Vanna please take me back into consideration and think about everything I have said cheesy or not I meant it all." He take a big breath after his speach. The words that just came spilling from his mouth like the lyrics of a song were perfect and they were what I needed to hear from him.