An Order For Two [ Tronnor Oneshots ]

it's been a while

it's been a while,
just a couple weeks.
not too long,
yet long enough.
am i still who i say i am,
who i think i am?
am i alive,
am i still breathing?
is this real?

troye stirs beside me, and wraps his arms around me, pulling me closer.

no, we're here
we're alright
we might be alone
but it's peaceful

i let myself snuggle up to his chest, sighing as i bury my head under his.

everything is real,
the world is still here.
water still runs,
waves crash,
children laugh,
the world is still spinning,
even if i feel like it isn't

this time, troye's eyes open

they're as blue as blue can be,
the colour being pulled into the center
until it falls into a black abyss,
disappearing from the universe

i find myself losing my mind to his eyes,
finding everything i've ever wanted.
the seas that exist in his eyes are calm,
they mean no harm,
only comfort.