The Bucket List

Chapter 4

The Bucket List Chapter 4: I woke up to a bright light on my face. I squinted my eyes. Oh yeah I slept near the window. I closed the journal I was writing. I guess I fell asleep. I was so tired, I was to tired to sleep if that’s possible. I just felt dead. “Good morning love.” “Hey.” “You alright?” “Yeah, just tired. This chemo is really killing me this time.” She frowned. “Sorry.” “It’s fine. I just can’t think of you dying. I love you to death.” I smiled. “Is it the same thing as the past 18 years. I am tired I don’t know how long I can keep this chemo going.” She nodded. “I think the doctor has to talk to you about your tests from yesterday.” I nodded. “I already called your parents, your dad is in China and your mom is coming.” Right then my mother came in. “Hey Media.” “Hey mom.” The doctor came in. “Oh everyone is here. Okay the results.” My mom always hopes that there is good news but he always just says I need chemo, so I wouldn’t be shocked if he said that I need more chemo. It’s just the usual. “Well, I don’t know how to put this but the chemo did not worked as we hoped, we tried something different this time to see if it could kill the virus, but it did not. She may need a blood transfusion and or a new liver. Possibly. But, she has a rare blood time that is so rare to find. Probably only about 100 people in the world have it. I am sorry. But, I am estimating that she has about 2 years to live at the most. I am truly sorry.” I am terminal. Now I wished he said I need more chemo.