Chapter 44: Cheryl’s POV
Kim held my hands above my head whilst she continued to kiss me passionately, the water still cascading over our naked bodies. I could feel my wetness trickling over her leg already as she kept pushing it between my legs. ‘Kimba, please’ I mumbled against her lips. She pulled away and smiled a wide smile at me, ‘What?’ I asked slightly perplexed, why had she stopped? ‘You are so beautiful Chez, I love you so much’ She whispered before starting to kiss and nibble on my neck lightly. She continued her work on my neck as she ran her hand down my body. She kissed down my collar bone before reaching my breast, starting to kiss and suck on it whilst running her hand over my opening and gently slipping a finger in. I gasped as she continued to pump her finger in whilst sucking on my breast. ‘Oh my god Kimba, don’t stop’ I mumbled, ‘Wasn’t planning on it’ she whispered before kissing her way down my body and replacing her fingers with her tongue. I gasped as I held on to her head with one hand and griped the wall with the other to try and steady myself. Finally I felt my orgasm hit and moaned her name one last time before she withdrew her tongue and kissed her way back up my body. ‘Oh my god Kimba, that was amazing’ I mumbled whilst still trying to get my breath back.
‘sh!t, what time is it’ Kimba suddenly screeched, ‘ten past ten, why’ I asked confused. ‘I was supposed to be meeting Nadz at 10, sh!t’ she screeched before jumping out of the shower, grabbing a towel and disapearing into our bedroom. I raised my eyes, I thought she still wasn’t on proper speaking terms with Nadine. I was so confused. I grabbed a towel and followed her into the bedroom, ‘how comes you are meeting with Nadine?’ I asked, ‘all part of the surprise baby’ Kim grinned as she flung a pair of jeans and a jumper on. ‘I love you and see you later, have a good day’ she said quickly before kissing me quickly and darting out of the room. ‘I love you too’ I yelled although she probably didn’t hear me. I quickly dried myself and threw some clothes on before running downstairs. I saw Kara and Summer watching a film in the lounge and smiled at the scene, a scene that I never thought id see, a scene that I hoped I still got to see for years to come. There it was. Kim had temporarily made me forget about the cancer and the fact that I might not live a long life and the minute that she is gone, I remember again.
I felt tears well up in my eyes, I screwed my eyes shut to try and stop the tears from falling. I took a deep breath and turned to walk into the kitchen, I grabbed my cigarettes and headed out of the back door. I sat on the bench and just stared out at all the living things roaming our garden. I squeezed my eyes shut again as I put a cigarette in my mouth and lit it. I took a puff of the cigarette and watched the smoke as I blew it out. I couldn’t stop them ay longer as the tears made their way down my cheeks. ‘Mam’ came a voice, I looked up at Kara standing in the door way, I beckoned for her to come over and sit with me. She sat down on the bench and I wrapped my free arm around her shoulders whilst she rested her head on my shoulder. ‘Everythings going to be k Mam, You will be fine’ she whispered as my tears continued to fall. I closed my eyes and allowed my thoughts to leave my mind. ‘Im just so tired Kara, so tired all the time, I don’t know if I can carry on feeling like this’ I mumbled. Her head shot up, ‘No mam, don’t say that, we will get through this! You’ve got your surgery in two days and you will be fine, you’ll see’ she screeched. I smiled as I rested my head on her shoulder, shutting my eyes and watching as darkness consumed me.
