The Queen of pain (Anakin Skywalker Story)

Caracusa (Dead soul, dead body)

When I woke up, Anakin's arms were still wrapped around me, and I was laying on his bare chest. His warmth was soothing, and at first, I couldn't even understand why I was so stressed, but than, it hit me. The wedding.

It felt like loosing part of my body, or part of my heart. Plus I was totally shocked by Seaara's behaviour.

I didn't want to wake up. That moment was so perfect, alone with Anakin, that was all I've ever wanted. I wanted to wake up next to him every day of my life, but it was just a dream. I knew it from the first day, that this horrible time will come. The time of loosing him forever, and I can't say I wasn't prepared, but it was worst than I thought.

Jedis are passionable, and when they love, they can burn down the whole galaxy.

But my love could only burn down my soul, nothing more. Sometimes I was scared that the Dark Side may reach me, sometimes I even wished it, but this time I could only think about one thing: I am not ready to let go of him!

So I closed my eyes back, hoping that I can wake up in a better place, in a life I dont have to loose him, and loose myself, but instead of this life,  came a  horryble nightmare.

I was in the crystal palace, where the birthday ceremony was, but this time everything was decorated with white and silver things. Hundreds of people and other different creatures were there, in elegant outfits.
I was walking from the enterance towards the throne, while all the eyes fallowed my movement. I wore the red dress I got from Seaara, and I felt something around my head. It was heavy, like a crown.
I saw Seaara waiting for me in front of the throne, and he smiled as I went closer and closer, but with every step, my heart felt heavyer. Than I came to the realisation, that it was a wedding. My wedding.
I wanted to stop my legs, but an invisible force was pulling me towards him, and I felt hot tears in my face.
As I reached him, he grabbed my left hand, and I turned to face the crowed, and the first person I saw, was Anakin. He was standing in the first row with Obiwan and Padme. His eyes were sad, and curious, as if he couldn't understand what is happening.
'Szusanna Cloudwing. Your name from this day is Ghean Dehr, and you are the Queen of Caracusa.'
I knelt down, and he touched the crowen in my head with his finger, while I felt like my soul was burning out of me. The last thing I could see that my hair started to grow longer, before everything fell into darkness.

'Szusanna wake up!' i heard the familyar voice calling me. 'Szusanna!' as I opened my eyes, Anakin's worryed expression hit me.

'Whats wrong?' I asked, but instantly felt that my voice was shaking, just like my whole body.

'You were screaming, Szusanna! I tryed everything to make you wake up!' I noded, while the burning feeling was still in me.

'Don't worry, it was just a nightmare!' he helped me sit up, and I brushed away my last tears.

'What was that about? It must have been something horryble!'

'I dreamed of my wedding.' his surprised face nearly made me laugh.

'All right, I expected something....darker.'

'It was my wedding with Seaara.' his expression changed. ' Is it enough dark?'

'Yes. Now I understand your screams. And what else happened in your dream?' I shook my head, as I tryed to remember.

'Nothing. You, Obiwan and Padme were there. I knelt down in front of Seaara, and he said that my name is Ghean Dehr. I didn't understand it, than my hair started to grow, and it felt like I was burning. My soul was burning.' he touched my shoulders.

'You are just too stressed. Try not to think about him!'

'It's not too easy!' he smiled.

'Think about my wedding than! If yours is too scary!' it was like someone stabbed me through my heart, as I realised that my hopes are over. The moment, that was so perfect with him, with the love of my life, has faded away, and the only thing that stayed was my nigtmare.