Imagine Killi thinking he's not good enough for you
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Kili's Pov
It was late in the evening when Thorin finally decided to let the company rest. Immediately (Y/N) unpacking her things right next to mine and Fili's. I always had a crush on her and I couldn't be happier that we started courting some time ago now, but I still felt like I didn't deserve her. She was a princess and definitely meant to be queen one day, I couldn't give her that and my biggest fear was her realising that. She just could do better by courting my borther. Thorin send Bofur and me out to collect fire wood for tonight.
After we were gone for a while. "You know the lass loves you right?", Bofur asked. I looked up at him a little confused. "You know we all noticed how you look at her whenever she's around your brother. There no need to be jealous lad, she clearly doesn't want him." "I know I just can't help it! I can't give her what he could.", I answered continuing to look for wood. We didn't said another word till we were back in the camp. Where I could see (Y/N) sitting next too Fili chatting happily. Instantly I felt hurt and jealousy wash over me and I sat on the opposite direction of the camp. She must have noticed that cause in the next moment she was sitting next to me.
"I know what you're thinking." She said.
"No you don't. How could you?"
"Give me a try. You think: She doesn't love me. How could she? I'll never be king so she never be queen."
"You forgot the "She probably loves my brother cause he's older, wiser and a better fighter" part", I whispered bitterly looking down.
She took my hand in hers and chuckled lightly. "You are the most stupid dwarf I've ever met." Looking up at her I noticed the warm smile her face held.
"I sure do like Fili, but just as a friend and I laugh so much around him because he tells me all the funny stories you to experienced in your childhood. Oh and I don't care about being a queen or not. I'm courting you because I love you not because I want some title. Besides if I would be queen I couldn't do that in public." She kissed me and I stared to smile into the kiss like the total idiot I obviously am. We broke apart and she cuddled into my side. Smiling happily I looked over to see my brother grinning at me. How could I ever be jealous of that dork?
