for you...(BWWM-INTERRACIAL)

chapter 22

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Its 4:00,pm and I'm just spending time with roman, I'm still distancing myself away from Cameron, sure I know he's sorry but he still hurt me. I refuse to give in just because he feels bad. "I'm hungry" roman and I said at the same time "jenks" he said I smiled "let's go get some food" I took his hand. "Actually let's stop in auntie ken's room and see baby ava" I told him and he groaned "oh hush" I teased I walked in seeing Kendall who looked completely worn out "hey hey" I said she laid down and closed her eyes "hey" she said sadly I chuckled "poor Ken" she wiped her fake tears "I can take her after I feed roman" I offered her eyes opened "oh my gosh yes please" she said "well I'll be back later" I said in a baby voice talking to Ava. She's so cute "bye bye" roman said we left and traveled down to the kitchen "what do you wanna eat?" I asked he thought about it "ramen" haven't had that in awhile "microwave or stove?" I asked him "microwave" I nodded getting out a bowl. I heated up the stuff and talked to roman until they were done. I took out half of them and put them in a separate bow, just in case he were to get full "what are you gonna eat mommy?" I shrugged "probably some waffles" I turned around going to the freezer popping 3 chocolate chip waffles in the toaster "mommy" I looked at roman "yes baby?" He pointed to the window "who's that?" I looked and a gasp left my mouth. A person stood there holding a huge gun towards the window. I heard the toaster pop right before he shot at the house.
By first instinct I grabbed Roman and covered his body with mine jumping behind the island through the bullets I heard roman crying as his grip tightened on me. The bullets stopped and almost let out a sigh of relief, but I heard footsteps I tried standing up but I felt sharp pain in my leg "roman run!" I stood him up "mommy no" I wiped his tear "I'm gonna be okay baby" i kissed his forehead hearing the footsteps right behind me "go please!" I pushed him away as he ran the opposite direction. I let out a breath, but screamed when someone had grabbed my hair and flipped my body "holy shit!" I kicked him in his nose "fucking bitch" he climbed on top of me and smacked me in the face I grabbed glass that was besides me and stabbed him in the arm before he was abruptly grabbed off of me by Austin and I was grabbed by cameron. I felt like I was going to faint "stay awake baby" I don't know where he sat me down at, but it was comfortable so I started closing my eyes "Jordan stay awake" I sat up "where's roman?" I stood up but cameron grabbed me "baby sit down" he was angry. I couldn't help but to start sobbing and cameron put me in his arms "I know you're in pain baby, and I'm gonna help you alright?' I nodded "baby girl, I'm gonna need to take off your pants" he warned me I nodded as he slid them off. I looked at my leg, a huge gash was there "I'll be right back" he kissed my forehead leaving to the bathroom and came back with a first aid kit "this will hurt" I sighed and he started the stitches. 20 minutes later he was done and I was back in his arms "you're leaving tomorrow" i faced him "excuse me?" He grabbed my hips "I'm not letting you get hurt Jordan" I crossed my arms "I'm not leaving" I told him "do you not remember what happened last time Jordan? You and roman mean so much to me. I'm not letting you guys get hurt, not again" he grabbed my face "do you really think I'm gonna leave you cameron?" He smiled sadly "you have to baby girl" I knew he was serious "the girls will also be going with you" I nodded "where are we going?" I asked "London" my eyes widened "for how long?" He rubbed his face " I don't know baby" my mouth was open slightly as I looked him in his eyes "hey hey" he wiped one of my tears "baby listen i promise it won't be for a long time, 3 months at least" he said "3 months?! Cameron it was hell without you the last time you left, I can't do this again" he pulled me in a hug and didn't say another word "I love you so much baby" I put my lips to his "I love you to cam"