Flames of Fires Fade

Insecurity in Love

How did I know it would hurt this much

To give you all I had and fall apart

Away from the turbulent waves

Of love and everything that was lost

I found the chimes of winds changing

Ringing the bells of a new tomorrow

But I couldn't leave this sacred place

With no hope of a different future

When you know what you have is good

You convince yourself you can't do better

Falling into the assumptions of your own being

Created for the sands to drag you down

Trying so hard to fight this insecurity

But how can you fight something you believe

Coming from the minds of doubtful waters

This whole world is more than reality

Imagining is scarier than the real world

Because you believe in what you feel

Emotions so strong it could start a war

Breaking down the internal barriers you set so high

Loving is such a complex thing

Nobody told me that it would be this hard

To willing give up a love that was almost gone

Even if one match could have started the spark

I let my hand slip

Because I gave up on holding on 

To something that was only there in my dreams

Instead of the brutal reality

From the war of self-hate and self-love

Inner peace has waged its war

The reverence of what you had is found

Stop and breathe to hear its sound