Unexpected Love

I Can't

Jia's POV

Oo, kilalang kilala ko si Thirdy.

May gusto lang naman siya kay Bea.

Malay ko ba kung gusto din siya ni Bea.

Edi mag sama sila kung gusto nila ang isa't isa.

Ano ba ako kay Bea? Best friend lang naman.

May laban ba ako kay Thirdy? Wala. Kasi gusto nga siguro nila ang isa't isa.

At dahil dun sa Thirdy na yun, masisira ang meron kami ni Bea tapos...... hay nako. Nevermind.

Ngayon ko lang napagtanto na sobrang gulo na pala ng room namin dahil sa galit ko.

FLASHBACK

"Krrrriiiiinnnggggg"

Cellphone ni Bea yun.
"Hello."

"Yes. Later."

"oo nga. I'll be there at 3 pm"

"With, uhm, secret. Basta."

"Okay, bye. See you later. I love you!"

May pupuntahan pala sila. Ba't kami magkasama ngayon. She must be getting ready now.

Nag-I love you pa siya. Edi sila na.
Gusto nga siguro talaga nila ang isa't isa. Edi magsama sila. Lakompake. No. I care. I don't "Argh!!!" Oh my. I bursted.

"JI? You alright?" Tanong niya. Do I sound okay? Sumigaw ako the way na naiinis tapos okay lang ako? Owwkey.

"I'm fine. Very fine. So fine." Sabi ko. Sana naman gumana senses niya. Sana magets niya.

"Ok. I thought you're not." Ugh! So manhid! Ang slooow mo.

"Turtle" bulong ko sa sarili ko. Hoping na hindi niya narinig. Well, manhid man siya, malakas pandinig nyan.

"Masungit na Panda" sabi niya.

"Arrrgh! Beatriz!" Hate her. Hate them.

"Haha. Sorry. By the way, It's THIRDY. He invited me at Tyang Aby's Cafeteria ba yun or what." Sabi niya sakin. So? Am I asking her to tell me who called. To tell where would they go. I didn't Ask.

"K." I replied.

"Gotta go." Wow. She can't feel what I feel. Di niya ma gets.

End of Flashback.

The moment she left me. The moment she walked away from me. Nanlamig ang buong katawan ko at nagsilaglagan ang mga luha mula sa mga mata ko.

I can't explain the feeling I'm feeling right now. Parang nasaktan ko. Or nasasaktan nga ako pero wala naman akong karapatan kasi Best Friend niya lang ako.

Bea Calling

And for the nth time around. She is calling again. Am I gonna answer her call? No. I can't. I can't stand talking to her while she is with him. I can't control my emotions knowing she is with him. I can't take it when I know that Bea is with Thirdy. And... I can't. I really can't understand myself. Can't understand why am I feeling this. I must be happy for her naman dapat diba? Pero I can't talaga e.

"Jia? Anong nangyari dito? Grabe nag-landfall ata yung bagyong Hulia" Bungad ni Mich. Agad agad kong pinunasan ang mukha ko na basang basa ng luha at ako'y ay tumalikod. Dahil ayaw ko na may madamay sa mga drama kong ito.

"Really Ji? Hindi mo ako haharapin?" Tanong ni Mich as she hold my right shoulder which made me turn and face her. Bahala na.

"OMG Jia! Why? What? How?" Here she goes again. OA nito.

"Calm ka lang. Ayaw kitang madamay. Knowing you you will just say "sinong gumawa nyan? resbakan ko si blah blah!" Diba?" I said as I try to hold back my tears. Nakakahiya naman kasi umiyak sa harap ni Mich.

"Sige na spill that tear." As if on cue I can feel tears running through my cheeks.My tears fell again.

"Those Tears." Mich clarifies.

Hinayaan ko lang bumagsak lahat ng luha. Luhang hindi ko alam kung anong dahilan.

Dahil sa kaiiyak ko na din ay unti unti akong nanghina. pakiramdam ko ay anytime babagsak na or mahihimatay ako. But before I let myself fall I felt Mich hugging me. Sakto. Then.

All went black.

"Jia?!"

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Thirdy's POV

I invited Bea for merienda. Which we actually do or we did few years back.
I don't wanna look at the past anymore. Nagclosure naman na. But One sure thing I feel and I know. I still love her. I don't know if she meant the "I love you" that she said over the phone.

Now I'm with her. Will be asking If A Thirdy Ravena do still have one chance from Bea de Leon.

"Isabel." Pagsisimula ko.

"Thirdy." Ay mala telenobela ha. Anyways.

"I know it was been Like 2 years? Our hearts broke into pieces. But I know napilitan ka lang na humiwalay sak--" pagpuputol ni Bea.

"How many times would I tell you? Hindi ako napilitan. It was a decision, Thirdy. Decision." Pag-cclarify niya.

"Ok Bea but hindi iyon ang dahilan ng pagpapapunta ko sayo dito." Sabi ko.

"Then what?" Tanong nya.

"I'm here To ask and not to beg you. Kung alam mo lang. I can't leave without you. I can't Decide on my own when you left me. I can't eat well cus I am thinking of you. I can't do anything right because I need your presence. I Still... I still love you Isabel. Can I have one more chance?"

"SORRY" tanging sagot niya at umalis na.

Sorry means no diba? Well, I'll strive hard. Malay ko one day, when I'll ask her again maybe she'll say yes na.

Sabi nga nila "Everything is sweeter the Second time around."

Kasi I can't Handle a "no"

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Sorry po sa sobrang tagal na update. Writer's block na din po kasi. Then actually naaalala ko tapos mawawala sa isip ko. Sorry po talaga.

Well watch out sa next Chapters.

Sorry JiBei's!!

-Blue_Bleeder