[This chapter is dedicated to xXFireOfDawnXx because she is also freaking amazing and deserves an award for awesomeness.]
*New Message from BlueBJosh*
Josh: Tyler
Tyler: I miss you
Josh: are you okay
Josh: like did anything happen
Tyler: yeah I'm fine.
Tyler: great actually
Josh: oh god what did you do
Tyler: I sassed my parents x3
Josh: WHAT DID YOU SAY
Tyler: I made a peace sign at them after you drove away and said "what's up bitches"
Josh: omg tyler what did they do
Tyler: my dad yelled at me then sent me to my room, where I have been for the past nine hours.
Josh: he didn't hit you?
Tyler: my mom was there, so no.
Josh: what did you mom say?
Tyler: she was worried about the bruises, but didn't care about my arms. They were both really mad for several reasons
Josh: but nobody hurt you
Tyler: nope
Josh: good
Tyler: I want Monday be here
Josh: why mondays are fucking awful you should cherish your saturdays
Tyler: I want to graduate and see you again
Josh: aww baby
Tyler: I feel very lonely now that you're gone
Josh: I'm still with you
Tyler: not physically, and mostly I just wanna kiss your face
Josh: my face in general?
Tyler: I would kiss your ear right now if I could
Josh: Id kiss every bruise and cut on your body and then hold your head against my chest if you were here right now
Tyler: awh
Josh: its true
Tyler: we're both being so sappy
Josh: have you seen or read the notebook
Tyler: no why what's it about
Josh:it's only one of the most amazing loves stories ever conceived, and I am shocked that you haven't seen the movie it's amazing
Tyler: welp
Tyler: what can I say
Tyler: I live in my room basically
Josh: when I get the chance, I'm making you watch it with me so we can cuddle and kiss while the actors have sex in an old abandoned house
Tyler: um
Tyler: okay
Josh: love you baby boy
Tyler: I love you too jishwa
Josh: what time does the graduation ceremony start
Tyler: eleven, but I have to be there at eight to help set up chairs and shit
Josh: I can't wait to see you again baby :)
Tyler: you know the only thing keeping me alive right now is you, right? if it wasn't for you i would be dead.
Josh: tyler...
Tyler: it's true
Tyler: i almost committed suicide the day I thought something happened to you, and I've thought about it many times before.
Josh: Tyler, don't you fucking dare think about suicide. you don't know just how many peoples lives would be torn apart if you did and just how many people would be devastated if you were to die. it might not seem like it, but your parents love you and they would die if you were to leave. so as long as im around, i swear, if you even consider dying, i will tie you to a chair and force you to listen to Rihanna.
Tyler: i fucking hate Rihanna
Josh: exactly why I will make you listen to her
Tyler: point taken. but i can't promise I won't think about it sometimes I have no control over it and blurry just does it
Josh: who's blurry
Tyler: the voice in my head that is 90% of my problems in life
Josh: oh....
Tyler: yeah.
Tyler: i g2g my mom is calling me
Josh: aw
Josh: bye potato
Josh: be safe
Josh: please
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