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notification 21

[This chapter is dedicated to xXFireOfDawnXx because she is also freaking amazing and deserves an award for awesomeness.]

*New Message from BlueBJosh*

Josh: Tyler

Tyler: I miss you

Josh: are you okay

Josh: like did anything happen

Tyler: yeah I'm fine.

Tyler: great actually

Josh: oh god what did you do

Tyler: I sassed my parents x3

Josh: WHAT DID YOU SAY

Tyler: I made a peace sign at them after you drove away and said "what's up bitches"

Josh: omg tyler what did they do

Tyler: my dad yelled at me then sent me to my room, where I have been for the past nine hours.

Josh: he didn't hit you?

Tyler: my mom was there, so no.

Josh: what did you mom say?

Tyler: she was worried about the bruises, but didn't care about my arms. They were both really mad for several reasons

Josh: but nobody hurt you

Tyler: nope

Josh: good

Tyler: I want Monday be here

Josh: why mondays are fucking awful you should cherish your saturdays

Tyler: I want to graduate and see you again

Josh: aww baby

Tyler: I feel very lonely now that you're gone

Josh: I'm still with you

Tyler: not physically, and mostly I just wanna kiss your face

Josh: my face in general?

Tyler: I would kiss your ear right now if I could

Josh: Id kiss every bruise and cut on your body and then hold your head against my chest if you were here right now

Tyler: awh

Josh: its true

Tyler: we're both being so sappy

Josh: have you seen or read the notebook

Tyler: no why what's it about

Josh:it's only one of the most amazing loves stories ever conceived, and I am shocked that you haven't seen the movie it's amazing

Tyler: welp

Tyler: what can I say

Tyler: I live in my room basically

Josh: when I get the chance, I'm making you watch it with me so we can cuddle and kiss while the actors have sex in an old abandoned house

Tyler: um

Tyler: okay

Josh: love you baby boy

Tyler: I love you too jishwa

Josh: what time does the graduation ceremony start

Tyler: eleven, but I have to be there at eight to help set up chairs and shit

Josh: I can't wait to see you again baby :)

Tyler: you know the only thing keeping me alive right now is you, right? if it wasn't for you i would be dead.

Josh: tyler...

Tyler: it's true

Tyler: i almost committed suicide the day I thought something happened to you, and I've thought about it many times before.

Josh: Tyler, don't you fucking dare think about suicide. you don't know just how many peoples lives would be torn apart if you did and just how many people would be devastated if you were to die. it might not seem like it, but your parents love you and they would die if you were to leave. so as long as im around, i swear, if you even consider dying, i will tie you to a chair and force you to listen to Rihanna.

Tyler: i fucking hate Rihanna

Josh: exactly why I will make you listen to her

Tyler: point taken. but i can't promise I won't think about it sometimes I have no control over it and blurry just does it

Josh: who's blurry

Tyler: the voice in my head that is 90% of my problems in life

Josh: oh....

Tyler: yeah.

Tyler: i g2g my mom is calling me

Josh: aw

Josh: bye potato

Josh: be safe

Josh: please