Jaspar One Shots [abandoned] boyxboy

the end.

hey guys! so.. here's the thing.

i love you all so fucking much. i really do. and im so thankful to have you in my life, so thankful for 37k reads. it means so much.

i never want to let you guys down, but i may be ending this book here. the thing is, i've kind of fallen out of the jaspar fandom. i don't think ive seen any of their new videos in weeks.

the last ones i saw, i watched out of guilt of not keeping myself updated. i've been writing new oneshots out of guilt of not wanting to write about them.

i'm so sorry about this, i don't want to make you guys sad or anything like that. but i don't want to force myself to write these oneshots out of guilt, and always have pressure of writing something i don't want to, yknow?

i love all of you dearly, but i need to put myself before you, as selfish as that sounds. i know this may be a hard blow, but new jaspar stories and oneshot books are always appearing, as this fanbase grows larger.

but this is not the end of beckyxclifford! (or as some of you still know me, quuenbae.) you can find me on my muke oneshots (which i will uodate regurlarly) and my lashton story The Pursuit Of Happiness. (random updates) you can say hi to me there! and ofc if you havent already, i have a completed jaspar story that you can feel free to read, called Just Two Boys. i also have a rant book which i update frequently, two completed phanfictions, and a completed muke short story. i have a few other books with only a few chapters, but you can still read those if you like!

i want to say that i may update again, but idk if i will. once more, you guys are my everything, and i would never want to leave you. i'm doing this to make myself happier. i hope you understand this.

ily all,
mikey <3