Jaspar One Shots [abandoned] boyxboy

VidCon

-Caspar POV-

I'm so nervous to get on the main stage. It's something I've done countless times before, but today is a bit different. Today is special.

I gulp as I hear Tyler, who will be interviewing us, call us up to the stage. It's me, Joe, Jim, Alfie, and Marcus. The youtube boyband. We'll be doing a Q&A, nothing too fancy.

I run out on stage and feel the lump
In my pocket bang against my leg with each step. Ow. But it'll all be worth it soon.

We all find chairs to sit in, and of course, I sit next to Joe. Almost automatically, he leans in to me.

"Hi, boys!" Tyler says energetically. We all offer some His or Hellos back. I just give a small wave. I'm far too nervous.

"Okay, before we get this started, can y'all just look at Jaspar? I literally cannot get over this!" Deafening screams from the audience.

Joe sits up, but we still share a quick kiss, just to please the audience.

"Awww." All the guys coo at us. I ignore them.

As Tyler is asking the questions sent in from twitter, I don't really pay much attention. I keep zoning out, because it's never the right moment.

I want this to happen here, for sure. But the time is almost up. I keep waiting for an opportunity, but it's never quite perfect enough.

Joe seems to notice my state, and like the amazing boyfriend he is, checks to make sure I'm okay.

"Caspy, you ok?" He questions under his breath. I just nod my head. He frowns a little, but presses a kiss to my forehead.

"Don't worry, baby. I'm right here." I suppress a chuckle. If only he knew.

After a few more agonizingly long minutes of debating with myself, I finally, get up the courage to do what I've been dreaming of doing for so long.

Tyler's looking through questions, apparently not finding any good ones. I seize this moment to inquire about my own question.

"Actually, I have a question. Can I ask a question?" I manage to get out. My voice is

"Yeah, sure!" He says enthusiastically.

My heart is pounding hard, and sweat drips down my forehead.

"Th-this question is actually for Joe." I say meekly. A collective Aww from the audience. They're in for a big surprise.

Joe looks at me with the most innocent eyes ever. Those blue orbs that I could get lost in. I take an extremely shaky deep breath and reach out to hold his hand. He gives me a small smile.

I stand up and he quickly follows suit. I close my eyes for a second, taking in the moment. I then get down on one knee.

I hear gasps, screams, Awwing, and a whole lot of pictures being taken. But I block them out ad best as I can as I focus on the love of my life.

I look up at him. His free hand is covering his mouth in obvious shock. But happy shock.

"Joseph Graham Sugg. I love you so much, more than words can say. I've loved you ever since I laid my eyes on you. You bring me so much happiness, and for that I am forever thankful.

"I'm also thankful for the small things. Such as your hugs, kisses, snuggles, playful arguments, the list could go on and on.

"Joe... you are my everything. I love everything about you, and you keep me going. You cheer me up when I'm sad, and you make me laugh when I cry. I love you, Joe.

I don't want to be without you. I don't know how Imd live without you. I hope that I'll never be alone again, because Joe..." I let go of his hand and reach into my pocket.

I pull out the small black box and smile to myself. This is really happening. I open it and face it towards him.

"I'm asking you to marry me." My cheeks flush at what I've just said. I can't believe I didn't stutter once.

Joe's hand is still clasped over his mouth, although I can tell he's smiling underneath. His face is as bright as a tomato.

"Yes!" He cries, and I stand up to engulf him in a tight hug. As I tune back into the world, the crowd is deafening. Screaming their heads off, going insane. That's what it feels like inside of me right now.

We pull away and I slide the thin silver ring onto his hand to make it official. We share a small smile. Wow, I think. I'm engaged!

I can't help but give my fiancee a kiss. It was fairly long, but not long enough to be considered PDA.

We sit down again awkwardly, and everyone is just staring at us. Me, in particular. I don't know where to look. Joe, however, is fixated on the ring.

"Woah." Tyler says. The audience cheers, once again.

"JASPAR'S ENGAGED Y'ALL!" He yells into the microphone. We just laugh.

"I had no idea about this." He says, with a hint of sarcasm. "Did you?" He questions the rest of the boyband. They all shake their heads. Then turn them to me.

Tyler interrogates me once again.

"Did you tell ANYONE, Cas?" I shake my head.

"I wanted Joe to be the first person to know." Tyler rolls his eyes at the cheesiness. Joe thinks it's cute, though, so he reaches up to give me a quick kiss. God, I love him.

Dedicated to DHolt99 bc bae