Breathe

Thinking Of You

JOHN'S POV.

     I can't believe it. My daughter is gone. What did I ever do to deserve this? I hear about this all the time but I never thought it would happen to me. Someone took my daughter and I'm going to do everything I can to find her and get her back. Each day that goes by, I feel like she is already dead. However, there is apart of me that says keep looking she is still out there. The police say they are still looking but it's been about 2 months and I know they have given up just like everyone else. I haven't been able to sleep or eat or do anything. Our chances on finding her is really low where it's to the point where I think she is dead. She may be gone but never forgotten. I give up. Let's have her funeral in 2 days. I need to realize that my baby girl is gone. FOREVER.

ISABELL' S POV.

   I still can't sleep. I have tried everyday but I just can't. It's so messed up. Living in such a cruel world. My little girl is gone and there is nothing we can do about. I gave up on finding her because she is either dead or alive. She is a smart, beautiful, energetic, talented, sweet girl. No one hated her. In fact everyone loved her and wanted to be her. I can't see her pretty smile anymore. She was always so jolly. Why would they take such an innocent teenager? It sucks that I have to wake up everyday and face the fact that she isn't in her room getting ready for school or singing along to her music on her phone. We decided we couldn't stay in that house no more. Georgia is a beautiful place and we have a beautiful home but staying there we just think about her. So we decided to move where Ben goes to college. In California. We are going to miss this place but it's just going to hurt us even more because she is not with us. This is for the best.

BEN'S POV.

   I wish I can see my sister again. Before I left we got into an argument and we said some things we didn't mean. I wish I can take back what I said if I knew that was the last time I saw her. I even told her I hope to never see her again. That upset her the most because we were always happy and never fought with each other. Yea we play fight but that's different. I never meant that and now that it happened, I feel like it's my fault she is gone. I miss her so much. I haven't seen her in over a year and a half. When my parents were coming to get me for the break (so they can meet my girlfriend before she leaves) I was so excited cause I know Haley would be with them. I could finally apologize to her and make it all better; but she wasn't with them when they pulled up. She was at home being kidnapped and no one knew. I'm not going to stop looking for her. I know mom, dad, and everyone else has, but I'm not. I have to go back to college but I'm still going to search for her. If she is dead I want to be the one to find her body. If she is alive then I want to be the one to bring her home. For now I just hope she is fighting to survive.

LEAH' S POV.

   I miss Haley so much. There is so much I want to tell her. I can't believe it happened right after we hung up. I wish if I would to of stayed on the phone a little longer that every thing would be fine. There is no way she can be gone. My best friend that is like my sister has been abducted. She has missed out on a lot of stuff. I don't know what to do anymore. Who am I supposed to tell my secrets to? Who am I supposed to tell the latest gossip or talk about boys? Who am I supposed to go buy Starbucks and go shopping with on every holiday break we have at school? Who am I supposed to go and sneak out to go to parties with? Who am I supposed to have movie marathons with? Without her I'm not Leah. I'm not the popular pretty girl everyone falls head over heels for. Without her I go back to being Lacey. The girl everyone picked on cause she was ugly. No one liked her they bullied her because they know she will go and snitch. The one who never went on a date because boys thought she was disgusting. I'm not giving up.

AUSTIN'S POV.

   That can't be right. Hearing that one of your best friends have been kidnapped is the worst thing you want to hear. She has always been there for me. She was always there to cheer me up and our inside jokes are the best. I admit I have always had a crush on her but I know she only sees me as a brother. So I pushed that thought away. I like Leah now and we are both a mess without Haley. It's not right for her parents to be moving away. It's just not the going to be the same. What am I saying? After she was gone it wasn't the same. I miss her and I need her back.

CARSON'S POV.

   Haley is gone. I think she is dead. Some people think I did it because she wouldn't take me back. It wasn't me though. Without her I'm nothing. If she didn't take me back then I wanted to be friends. It tore me apart when I saw on the news that she had been kidnapped. That stupid Amber alert went off and I didn't believe at first. I thought that there was a mishap on the alert. So I texted and called her phone but no one answered. I went over there and I knew that it wasn't a lie. She was on the news for weeks and everyone was talking about it at school. It felt so weird without her here. Now she is gone and I wish that I could to of held her just one more time.