My roommate's best friend. (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 12 ~ The poems

Chapter 12 ~ The poems

(A/N I know it's a bit girly to let Damien write poems.. but I needed something.. I don't know if boys write poems too.. If you think its gay, well that's kinda true ghehe xD)

A week passed and Jayden and Skyler got closer each day. We don't know what's happening between them but I'm sure Tyler doesn't like it. Neither do I. Whenever I try to ask Skyler about it he only says that he's just being friendly and welcoming. I thought having my brother here would be nice. Well, this isn't nice at all. He's only pushing Jayden away, that trick with writing poems and sliding them under their door. I'm begging, please let it be helping. I only hope he isn't falling for my brother and he thinks they are from Skyler because then, we do have a really big problem.

"So close,

But so far away,

So close to reach,

But so far away to touch,

So close being friends,

But so far away of being lovers,

So close to be able to love you,

But so far away from being loved by you,

So close to speak to you,

But so far away for you to hear me."

When I finished it they were staring at me with mouth wide open. "What's wrong?" I asked confused. "You wrote this?" Ryan asked. "Yeah I did. Why?" Tyler walked over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist. "It was beautiful." Tyler fake sobbed. "Okay c'mon it wasn't that good." I said. Ryan looked at me like a was a idiot and slightly slapped my cheek. It didn't hurt or anything. "What was that for?" he rolled his eyes. "It's beautiful, stop doubting yourself. Do you have another one or is this the only one?" He said. I blushed and looked at my feet. "Yeah I have." "Okay, spill."

" Sometimes I think,

Why can't I be with you?

Sometimes I cry,

Why does this hurt so much?

Sometimes I draw,

Why does it look like you,

Sometimes I sing,

Why does that remind me of you?

Sometimes I scream,

Why you ask?

Because I can't handle this anymore,

You're so close to reach,

But yet so far to touch."

I looked up to see them smiling. "That's beautiful. Really." Ryan said honest. "I'm sure Jayden will like it." Tyler added. I smiled. "Thanks, by the way guys, do you know where my phone is?" I said, searching for my phone. "I think it's in my room, shall I go get it?" Ryan said, already standing up. "No, wait!" He stopped and turned to me. "What?" He asked. "I'll go grab it by myself." I said. He shrugged and sat back on the bed.

I was about to knock on the door when I heard some voices in the room. It isn't weird I know, but if it's Jayden and Skyler then .. well.. ugh never mind. I keep my ear to the door and try to catch some of their conversation. "I don't know how long I can do this Sky. I mean I love him. Not like, but I love him." I heard Jayden say. I recognize his voice within a second. "I know Jayden, but if you want him for yourself then you need to make him jealous. I know it works by Tyler though." I heard Skyler say. Is he trying to make Tyler jealous? Or is Jayden making him jealous. "Yeah, I noticed that. Seriously every time we are together around them they act like we're assholes. I know he doesn't said anything to me about him liking me. I'm not even sure he does. I know you said he does but I'm not sure." Jayden said. Okay forget my phone. I rushed back and grabbed the first poem. "Going to slide it under your door, I don't care about my phone right now." I said when I saw their confused expressions. Before they could answer I rushed back to Ryan, Jayden and Skyler room. I did a quick prayer and I shoved the poem under the door and rushed back to my room. I tried to look through the keyhole which succeeded. I saw Jayden open the door with the poem is his hands, looking around to try to find someone, but of course he couldn't. He closed the door again.

I sat back on my bed and laid down with a deep sigh. "What's wrong? Why didn't you go get your phone?" Tyler asked. "I heard them talking." They raised their eyebrows. "You did? What did they say?" Ryan asked. I shook my head. "Tyler, we are a couple now. If you're like it or not." I said and Tyler choked on his saliva. "What?" He asked in disbelief. "They are playing with us. Skyler likes you." I said to him. I looked at the ground and smiled a bit. "Jayden loves me." I whispered. "He does?" Tyler and Ryan said in unison. "I heard him saying that Skyler said to him that someone loves him but he isn't sure. He said that Skyler told him that. Other than us I don't think Skyler knows anyone. Unless one of you are in love with Jayden. He must be talking about me." I breathed out. Tyler sat next to me and pecked my cheek. "I'm with you babe, they are playing with us. We're gonna play hard to get." Tyler agreed. I turned to Tyler and pecked him on his lips. At that moment Jayden and Skyler walked in. Strange, they didn't say anything about it. "Hey guys." Jayden said. His eyes sparkling. I looked at him confused. "Why are you so happy?" I asked him. Jayden looked at me with a grin on his face. "Look what I got a couple of minutes ago." He passed me a letter and I opened it. It was my poem. I pretended to read it and gave it back to him. "What do ya think?" Jayden asked me. I laughed. "Why are you asking me that? I guess only your opinion counts for that person." I said to him. "Yeah I know, but still what do ya think about it?" He asked me again. "I think it's okay I guess." I said uninterested. His eyes widened. "What? It's beautiful and you're saying it's okay?!" He exclaimed. "Do you know anything about poems?" He asked me. I smiled softly. "You have no idea." I whispered under my breath. "What did you say?" He asked curiously. I shook my head. "Nothing. I'm going out for a walk." I turned to Tyler. "Babe, you're coming with me?" I asked. Without waiting for an answer I grabbed his hand and dragged him with me. I saw something flash through Jayden's eyes.

Sadness

Anger

Jealously

but most of all,

Hurt.

I thought by myself;

I'm so sorry Jayden, but you asked for it..

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A/N Hiyaaaa what do you guys think? I wrote the poems by myself. plus i edited by my own :) 

On the right side is also the song: Harry Styles ft. Sam McCartney - Don't let me go.

I thaught it would fit the chapter. I absolutely LOVE that song. Harry Styles is in One Direction but he made a solo song. For as for as i know, he's NOT going solo. Much to my relief.

I'll put some of the One Direction's song on the right side if they fit by the chapter :)

Much love to ya all !