My roommate's best friend. (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 16 ~ Memory of the first note.

Chapter 16 ~ Memory of the first note.

( A/N The memories won't be long I'm sorry. )

~ Flashback ~ (A/N PS. This is in the period Skyler wasn't there yet.)

There was a knock on the door. "Damien, I'm going to the beach, you're going with me?" Jayden asked, opening the door. I looked up from my homework I just finished. "Yeah, sure. Let me grab my notebook." I replied. He nodded. I grabbed my notebook and a bottle water. "Ready, let's go." Jayden said.

When we were at the beach I stopped. "Shit." I cursed under my breath, but loud enough for Jayden to hear. "What's wrong?" Jayden asked worriedly. "I forgot a flower. Walk with me?" He nodded and we walked to the flower shop. I bought a rose and we went to the beach again. "Why are you buying roses every time you go to the beach?" Jayden asked. "I promised to my brother and sister, every time we go to the beach we will buy a rose and let it float into the sea." I explained. "Why a rose?" "It was my sister's favorite flower." I whispered. "Oh.." He paused. "Is your sister special to you and your brother? Is she living that far away?" He asked. I nodded. "She was and still is my everything. She died." His eyes widened. "O my god, I'm so sorry." He apologized. I smiled weakly at him. "It's okay, you didn't know." I shushed him. He shook his head. "No, I should've thought about it before I asked you these questions." "No, really. It's okay." I shushed him again. This time he decided to stay quiet.

I walked towards the water and held the flower into the water. "I'm sorry I need to do this alone, well not exactly alone. This is Jayden. My roommate's best friend." I let go of the rose and watched it float away. "You really loved you're sister don't you?" I nodded. "Yeah, we weren't like other siblings. Sure we had fight sometimes but we can't live without each other. We would be angry about another only like 5 minutes. When Rachel died.. it tore us apart.." He placed his hand on my shoulder. "You're okay?" I nodded. "Yeah, for now." The whole time I spoke I watched the rose. When I didn't saw it anymore I walked away from the sea.

I sat down on the sand and watched Jayden run into the sea with his surfboard. I sighed. He really is beautiful. Would he ever love me? I hope so.

His questions about Rachel made me really think about her. As always I wrote a little story down on my notebook. A story how I think it would have been with Rachel having here. It would be a lot easier. With Rachel here I wouldn't been here. Rachel would've stopped my parents from kicking me out of the house. Skyler wasn't brave enough to do that, I don't blame him. Really I don't. Enough about that. Damien grab yourself together look at the piece of art in front of you. I smiled to myself. Damn he looked sexy on a surfboard. It was warm enough to surf with trunks on so I was able to see his beautiful chest. Ugh, I talk like a teenage girl drooling about her crush. Has he the band on his ankle? I tried to look better, I bit my lip to focus on his ankle and indeed I saw a black band on his ankle. I smiled. Good, I would blame myself if something happened. A hour later we went back to the house.

"Did you enjoyed it?" I asked. "Hell yeah, I love surfing." He admitted. "You should try it some times." He suggested. I laughed. "No, I rather sit down in the sand with my notebook while watching you enjoying yourself." I said in between my laughs. He looked at me really weird. When I realized what I said I froze and my eyes widened. "Wait, not in a dirty way.. with enjoying yourself I meant surfing." I said quickly. His weird look turned into a smiling face. "Okay, I thought you meant that in the dirty way. That would've been ridiculous right?" He laughed. Yeah, that's right. We're just best friends, that's all.

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A/N Hiyaaaaaaa I'm so freaking sorry it's so short... I'm back from my vacation :D It was seriously amazing :D I hope you guys aren't mad at me for not posting for so long.. but the good thing about that is, i have my story done :) 

On the right side is One Direction - What makes you beautiful. I guess it fitted in the chapter i don't know why though but yeah, enjoy the song ;) 

I love ya all !! :)