Chapter 21 ~ Do you forgive me?

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Chapter 21 ~ Do you forgive me?

Soo... Here I am.. walking towards the beach. Yes.. I'm nervous as hell. I hope he isn't too mad at me. Off course not Damien.. He send you a letter. If he was mad at you we wouldn't do that.

When I arrived at the beach I saw him sitting on the sand. He had his arms around his knees and was looking into the sea. I walked towards him and sat next down to him. "Hey." He looked at me with a surprised look. "Hey, I didn't knew you were coming.." He sounded sad but happy at the same time. "Why wouldn't I?" He shrugged. "I don't know." It went silence for a moment. "Look, I'm so-" I started but Jayden cut me off.

"No, I'm sorry. I was such a jerk. When I found out you were having a thing with Tyler I went to Ryan since Skyler wasn't here.. yet. He told me maybe it's just a needing. It turned out it was, but still I was jealous of Tyler. He was able to kiss you, touch you, wake up next to you every morning. Things I want."

"But Jay-"

"No, let me finish. When Skyler moved into the house a part of me didn't like it but the other part of me did. The reason why I didn't like it was because I thought you wouldn't have enough time for your friends. The reason that I liked it because it wasn't family of me so I could have a 'thing' with him. I explained to him that I really liked you. He didn't knew you liked me. At least, he asked me that, but I said you didn't. When he finally believed me I asked him to pretend we were in a relationship to make you jealous. Which worked more than I expected. I was a jerk and only thought about myself, not about your feeling nor mine. When I looked at Skyler I didn't feel the same when I looked at you. When I look at you I feel butterflies in my stomach, I feel my cheeks heat up and I don't know what to say anymore. Something it's doesn't look like that because I really try to keep myself calm. There was so much you didn't know. At the end, when I found out the poems were from you I knew for sure you felt the same so I was glad I made those notes. Through all those months. I realized, I don't like you Damien. I love you." He finished. I didn't know what to say. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him into a hug and started to cry silently. "I don't know what to say Jay." I sobbed. "Sshh, don't cry Damien. I won't do anything with your brother, not any more at least. I saw how it breaks you. I almost cried by myself to see you. I really do love you Damien. So please, do you forgive me?" He pulled back and looked in my eyes. "Yes yes yes, I forgive you" With that I crashed our lips together. Nothing rough, just sweet. "I love you too Jayden." I said when we pulled back. Then I saw a tear slip down his cheek and I saw him smile. "Happy tears?" I asked. He nodded. "Yeah, happy tears." I smiled and he kissed me again. "I would never dream of losing you." I shook my head. "You won't. Never." He intertwined our fingers and kissed my hand. We both looked to the sky, the sun was setting. It was beautiful.

"You know, I always wanted to see the sunset with some one I love and today, I did that." Jayden said when we stood up. I knocked the sand of my pants and smiled at him. "That's cute." He looked away and blushed. "Hey, don't look away when you blush, I think it's cute." I said, causing him to blush a deeper shade of red, if that's was even possible. "Jayden? What's in the bag?" His eyes widened and he slapped his self on his head. "Damn, I forgot about that, how did I forget about that. Idiot." The last part he whispered. He grabbed his bag and search for something. He grabbed my right hand and in the left hand he handed me a flower, a beautiful red rose. "Damien Jackson, would you like to be my boyfriend?" He asked me hopefully. I got tears in my eyes. "Off course I will you silly." I wrapped my arms around his neck and started to cry. I've waited so long for this, now I finally got my Jayden.

~ 1 year later ~

"You sure about this babe?" My lovely boyfriend asked me. "Yes, I'm sure." I said when I signed the papers. A month ago I finished school, Skyler, Tyler and Ryan also did. Yeah, that's right, when me and Skyler got in the house it was our last year but from now, I live with my beautiful boyfriend in a beautiful house. We've got new neighbors. Guess who? Skyler and Tyler on the right side. Ryan and his new girlfriend Lucy on the left side. Every Friday evening we will come together to have some fun. Sometimes it's just watching a movie, the other time it's a game evening/night, you can think of anything.

"Well done. I would like to say that you have your own house now. Here is the key." (A/N I know it doesn't go like this but it's a story so who cares? Right, nobody ;) ) "Thank you sir." Me and Jayden shook the man his hand, I forgot his name and we left to our new house.

"I want to stick it in!" Jayden wined and I chuckled. "You know that sounded really naughty." Jayden thought for a moment and his eyes widened slightly. "Oops.. But babe please?" He begged. "Alright alright, here you go." I said, giving him the key. As soon as we have time we'll let them make 4 other keys. One for Skyler, one for Tyler, one for Ryan and one for Lucy. When we had packed our things out we heard the doorbell. "I get it!" I hear Jayden yell from downstairs, since I was in our room, enjoying the amazing view.

There was a knock on the door. "Yeah, come in babe." Someone opened the door and cleared his throat. I turned around and what I saw shocked me.

Jayden stood there.

With my parents...

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(A/N Hiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! :) What do you think about this chappie?? I hope you like it :) If i need to change something, or if i did something wrong that i can fix in my next story pleaseeeeee message me..

On the right side is 'One Direction - Gotta be you' I just love it :) In the song they are so young <3

Just one Chapter left :(


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