The Answer I been Denying

Playing with Time

As I recap what just happen,

In the five minutes that made me lose control of my body, my mind, my emotions.

I become disgusted with myself.

Pity, Self-doubt, Identity floated over my head like a dark cloud, ready to pour raindrops of condemnation over me.

Thoughts in my head,

Questions filling my conscious but I can only give an half answer before I get cut off by theories and logics.

All I want to do is escape from the animosity inside me,

To look through a stranger eyes and not see fragile but a peaceful person, full of grace.

Pleading with the rain not to fall down.

I know I have not always done the right thing but my intentions were truly good.

I'm not perfect you see, maybe a little misunderstood.

As I continued my plea to the clouds, I felt a glimmer of hope. I had a smile.

The clouds never forgive but love to see you beg for pure enjoyment.

But I do not feed into peoples fetishes and fall into their manipulating hands.

Even in my desperate hours, I will not compromise who I am.

HAUNT ME

TAUNT ME

See you trying to break into my sacred dreams.

But you do not scare me, I just realized I have the power to break free.

Immediately the rain drops poured down on me and the wind blew cold.

I was renewed.

 I have the batman glow.