The Things I Won't Ever Say to You

Crisis

Life isn't really going that well at the moment.
First of all, my laptop broke, and since it was bought in Taiwan and brought here, apparently the manufacturers here can't fix it because they don't have the proper parts. What's worse is that because I have been using the laptop as a computer, plugging it in directly instead of using the battery, I have apparently lost the battery.
It's so weird because we went through my entire room and still couldn't find it.
Needless to say, my parents aren't happy.
Now, the second thing is that I told my mom that I want to quit piano.
I just don't think music - or any other types of performance arts - is for me. I'm too shy, scared of performing, socializing, talking to new people.
My mom wasn't happy when she heard that, and she isn't happy now. In fact, just this morning, she gave me a whole lecture.

Should I continue or no?
I don't think so, but will I regret it?

Okay. And she also said that I shouldn't be friends with people who will "pull me down"... I don't know what that's supposed to mean but it sounded like she suddenly doesn't approve of my friends anymore...

Okay... Now, for the part about my crush.
One of my friend guessed it. I didn't admit it, but I also didn't outright deny it, so she probably still thinks I like him.
Well. She'd be right, but I'm not going to be admitting that anytime soon.

I have 4 more pages from my biology textbook to read, and around 55 more multiple choice questions to answer...

High school is more tiring than I thought, and the things I have to think about...
This is just a rough period. Hopefully.