✒️ |On-hold| Behind Those Words [EXO HunHan] [BOYxBOY]

XI. Jinyoung

Luhan's POV

"Alam mo ang tungkol dito?" Tanong ko kay Lay. Nandito siya ngayon sa condo unit ko.

"What do you mean?" Tanong niya pabalik.

"You know what I mean. Stop protecting him. I'm also your bestfriend." Frustrated na sabi ko. Napabuntong hininga naman si Lay bago sumandal sa headboard ng kama ko. Nandito kasi kami sa kwarto ko to be exact.

"About the issue? You better ask him." Nagpout ako dahil sa sinabi niya. Minsan talaga kahit gaano kabait ang isang tao may times din na nakakainis sila. Parang etong si Lay. Tss.

"He just said sorry when we were in cafeteria. What does that mean?! That he's definitely inlove with Sehun not to Chanyeol like what he have said to us?! That the issue is not a fucking rumor that it is fucking legit?! With just a phrase 'I'M SORRY' , what does he mean?! HE JUST MADE ME REALIZE THAT HE DOESN'T EVEN DESERVE MY TRUST AND HE'S JUST NOBODY AND EVEN NOT A TRUE BESTFRIEND!! THAT----" Lay slapped me right on my cheeks. It stinks.

"YOU--" hindi natuloy ni Lay ang sasabihin niya ng makarinig kami ng pagkahulog ng gamit.

Napatingin kami sa may pinto at nakita namin si Baekhyun at Chanyeol.

Agad na pinulot ni Baekhyun ang mga gamit niya. Nakatayo lang at nakatungo si Baek habang si Chanyeol naman ay nasa may bandang likod niya.

"Baekhyun.." Pagtawag ni Lay.

"O-Okay lang ako." Halos magcrack ang boses ni Baekhyun. Alam kong paiyak na siya.

Nagi'guilty ako dahil sa mga sinabi ko kanina. I'm just mad and hurt. I didn't mean those words.

"S-Sorry sa i-istorbo. S-Sige, aalis na kami n-ni Chanyeol. Sorry." Sabi niya habang nakatungo at tumalikod na siya.

"Beakhyun." Pagtawag ni Lay.

Tumigil si Baekhyun sa paglalakad pero hindi siya lumingon.

"I-It's my fault, I know. I-I'm sorry that's all I can say. M-Maybe, in your eyes I'm an a-asshole, a f-fake, a w-whore, a slut... It h-hurts... Y-You should be the one who knows the real me.. It fucking hurts to know that you believe in them without hearing me.." With that he left.

Alam kong para sakin ang sinabi niya. Tinamaan ako, hindi ako nakailag eh.

Naglakad si Lay papuntang pinto pero bago pa siya makalabas ay may sinabi pa siya. "You should... reflect. There are reasons behind those words." With that he also left me.

Napaupo ako sa kama ko. Gulong gulo na ang isip ko.

*Ringg Ringgg

Kinuha ko ang cellphone ko.

Oh Sehun calling...

Yeah, I've already changed his name on my phone. I can't delete his number though.

Pinindot ko ang accept pero hindi ako nagsalita. I want to hear his voice. I miss him even if it hurts.

"I want you back."

*toot toot toot

Halos manlumo ako dahil sa narinig. It's just four words. Para sakin ba talaga yun? He didn't even say a name.

"There are reasons behind those words..."