Shelby LOVERS

Chapter 7 Relief

Back to the Present:
After I yelled at him we set in silence, pretty sure he didn't know what to say or that I still felt some kind of way. I didn't notice how angry I am or how I still didn't grieve Sapphire death properly until now.
The silence quickly ended when Chris came and hugged me, I couldn't help but cry this is the very first time WE even mentioned Sapphire or discuss her death in a long time. I never knew how much a hug meant to me until I got one from the father of my dead child. This cry came from my heart my soul I was so broken inside but walking around like I'm perfect. I was the woman who acts like I didn't lose a child, I was the strong one, the one that held it together. The person that always save people but I was the one that needed saving. The person that needed to save me was my baby's father, my future husband, my lover and my friend. In that moment Chris knew that and he had to take me in his arms and let me grieve my daughters death.
Our argument and my cry must have been loud because next thing I know Bri and Johan is busting in my room. Chris lightly laid me on my bed and handled Bri and Johan.
I slept with my face nuzzled in his chest for the rest of the night.

Morning came and Chris still had me tightly locked, I moved and Chris woke up words still nonexistent. I head to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face, Chris puts his arms around my waist and kiss my neck.
"I know we went through a lot last time we decided to keep the baby, but I also know this is our second chance to have another child to give Sapphire Kris Rhodes a sibling. Please think about it before giving up on this baby, please don't abort this baby. I know I'm asking you for a lot and I know I'm not carrying this baby. I know that whatever you decide I have to live with it but please think on it."
Tears start to swell my eyes making it hard not to cry as we're both looking at each other in the mirror. He wipes my tears and kisses my forehead. All I can think about is me still not wanting to keep this child and giving Chris the hope that I will think on it. Being lost in my thoughts I hear my phone ring, I rush to my room and it's Drew calling. I quickly answer it I'll call you back okay promise.
"Who's that, your little boy toy Drew. Doesn't he know when he's not wanted."
It makes me so angry when he talks about Drew in that little condensing way, Drew is all I had when Chris wasn't there. I know it's crazy but the death of Sapphire made us that much closer. Drew was Sapphire God father, when she died it was almost like Drew lost a child of his own he spoiled Sapphire and came to visit her everyday. I think that's why Chris dislikes Drew so much because he was there for me when Chris wasn't. That whole time not once did Drew make a pass at me or even told me he had feelings for me he was the perfect gentleman.
"He was there when you wasn't, he helped me through it all and he was there at the funeral AND YOU WASN'T! DON'T TALK SHIT ABOUT A MAN THAT WAS DOING YOUR JOB WHEN YOU WASN'T!"
Chris looks shock and upset that I went there, but I had to I couldn't let him discredit Drew because he's jealous.
In the midst of our argument in my doorway its Drew. I look at him with the I'm sorry eyes.
"I couldn't wait for you to call me back I wanted to make sure you was good, I haven't seen you since yesterday morning."
I smile and went to hug him "thank you Drew can you wait for me in the living room I'll be there shortly."
"Well aren't you just the night and shinning armor, that came to recuse Shells from the big bad wolf."
"GET OUT NOW CHRIS! I WON'T ALLOW YOU TO DISCREDIT OR DISRESPECT SOMEONE THAT HAS BEEN NOTHING BUT KIND TO ME AND YOUR DAUGHTER AND HE HAS YET TO DISRESPECT YOU."
Chris hates that I stick up for Drew but I don't care. Chris walks out my room and I follow him "let me know what you're going to do about my kid." Then slams my door and left.
He knew that Drew had no idea I was pregnant he was just being petty.
Drew looks at me with these sad eyes I didn't know what to say (I could of killed Chris for telling him).
"I'm pregnant" I said in a small voice.
He raced to give me a hug, I start to cry again.
"Chris is the father isn't he."
I don't know why I'm scared of his reaction but I am, we was so good before I fainted we were starting a new journey.
"Yes he is, but I'm not sure I want to keep this baby Drew I can't go through this again, after what happened with Sapphire. I have to make a decision and quick I'm 3 months already."
We're face to face and it's so intense I'm distracted all I want to do is kiss his juicy lips but I know this isn't the time.
"We had sex and you're pregnant" Drew jokingly said.
He always knows how to make the situation less dramatic and I love that about him.
"Yeah I'm sorry I didn't know though I should have since I've been pregnant before" embarrassingly I said.
"There's nothing to be embarrassed about Shell, if you want to keep this baby I will support you, if you want to abort it I will still support you. I still want us to give it a shot even if you are carrying another mans child."
I plugged into him and kiss him like I didn't see him a day ago. I guess that's all I needed to hear was that he wants to keep trying with me.
Bri and Johan enters the living room and sees us sucking face. They decided to go out since I'm in good hands as they call it, Britt tells me to call her if I need anything. Drew tells her I'm in good hands. I love when he sticks up for me like that, I never noticed how much I care for him in this way until now.
While we're in the living room I notice I'm super hungry now that everything calmed down. I ask Drew was he hungry of course he said yes, he wants to cook for me but I really just want Mickey Ds I've been feening for it. I rush in the room to put on some skinny jeans, with a black v-neck shirt, some black adidas sneakers and my long length black cardigan. I had my hair in a high bun I look cute and I know it because Drew said it. I get Montana leash and us 3 walk to Micky Ds, as we're walking Drew holds my hand and locks it. This isn't something I had in such a long time it felt good. We get to Mickey Ds I order a number 2 with large fries, a chicken sandwich and a Mcflurry, he orders the same thing. We get back to my house eat our food and watch tv, we both fall asleep.
later that night I get a text from Bri saying is it alright with me if she stay at Johan house, of course I told her yes she does so much for me.
Drew picks my chin up and kisses my lips passionately and forcefully it turns me on so much, I climb on top of him and start kissing his face and sucking his neck.
I take off his shirt and before I can kiss his chest he ask me if I'm sure we should have sex since I'm pregnant. I let him know by kissing and nibbling on his chest making my way down his stomach.
He leans back on the headboard and let me go to work on him, I make my way down to his sweat pants I can see the print he's ready for me.
I take off his sweats lay him back and start to gently kiss his penis, then start to lick it just focusing on the head. He loves when I do that I feel his legs tensing up. My warm mouth goes slowly down on him wanting to taste everything, I slowly go back up building him up before I go fast. I see he's all the way invested in my head game, I decide to go faster up and down back and forth. Gathering all my spit, I spit on the tip and suck it back up he loves when I make it nasty. I start to suck his balls "YES BABY JUST LIKE THAT, THAT'S HOW I LIKE."
When he talks and moans it puts the battery in back to go harder for him. He's about cum but I quickly put the condom on him climb on top and start riding.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME SHELL, I WANT TO CUM, I HAVE TO CUM" he yells loudly.
I nod my head left and right letting him know not to cum yet, I want us to cum together. I'm so wet and ready for him I need this just as bad as he does. As I'm riding I go slow back and forth making sure every inch of him is in me. I speed up my rhythm he grabs my nibbles and pinch them, the pain from his pinches and the pleasure from his penis it's a great balance.
I have my head bent back it feels amazing.
I speed up starting to bounce on his dick up and down he slaps my ass so hard "FUCKKK DREW."
He laughs, he knows exactly what he's doing.
We're both about to cum but I don't want to yet I get up and suck his dick it's hard as a rock, he's cuming all in my mouth. I suck his cum up and spit it back out on his dick. At the same time I'm fingering myself I feel myself starting to cum. I hop on his dick again doing the backwards cowgirl, while on top of Drew he sits up and hugs me from behind nibbling on my back. He leans back on the headboard and I lean back on him to continue riding he spits on his fingers and start to aggressively massage my clit. He does it so rough and I'm riding so hard the two together feels "FUCKK DON'T STOP DON'T STOP LIKE THAT I'M ABOUT TO CUM" I scream.
Together we both cum.
He slides me off his dick and we both lay in bed. The sex tonight was better than before.
This wasn't the kind of sex we had the first time it was faster rougher it was fucking not having sex.
We lay dick to butt in our naked hot sexy mess still feeling his huge hard penis. He wraps his arm around my waist having one hand massaging my clit. I tightly close my legs once his fingers are in a better position, his finger gently circles my clit. He stops in the middle of massaging her and we both go to sleep.