Shelby LOVERS

Chapter 2 Christian

History lesson

Let's start talking about my revolving door of the EX. Christian is my ex boyfriend (honestly the only real boyfriend I had). I met him in high school my 12th grade year (I was 18). Christian is 6'3 with nice clean brown skin with jet black hair and nice weaves. He has full lips with thick jet black eyebrows and a nice full beard (we can safely say he is smoking HOT).
This wasn't a fairytale relationship but it was great in the beginning. When I first met Christian it was in history class I was a new student. He asked me bluntly for my Facebook and of course I gave it to him, how could I resist a face like that? The same day i gave him my Facebook the exact same night he wrote me. We had a great conversation about our goals dreams and aspirations, what we do and don't like, stuff about our families etc (the regular things you talk about when you first meet a person).
The very next week he asked me to be his girlfriend, I was so in like with him I couldn't contain my excitement so I said yes. Since we went to the same school we saw each other everyday and every weekend (obsessed much?). Met each other parents, families and friends (life was great in fact it was perfect). Months passed by Chris and I was still in a great place in our relationship. Chris finally utter those magic words I LOVE YOU, I felt it way before he said it but I didn't want to scare him off.
We used to always talk about sex all the time me being a virgin and him much experienced (you could say I was intrigued). Finally talking about it wasn't enough for me, I needed it, I wanted it, I had to have it and so I did. Can I just say how lovely it was, I mean for it to be my first time it was AMAZING it did hurt but the pleasure overrode the pain. Till this day I still can remember his soft lips kissing every inch of my tender nervous body. I can hear Chris whisper in my ear telling me how amazing my body is, how he wanted to explore ever inch of it (and I wanted him too). Chris was the perfect gentlemen to take my virginity, he literally took his time and made my body his temple. I mean the fact that I can remember every inch of him in me is just annoying. While his soft voice whispers saying how tight, perfect and delicious she is (my vagina). Sadly or not so sadly Chris and I broke up 5 years later. We went through a lot in those 5 years that changed us and it was just best for us to stop going through this toxic thing called a relationship.
After Chris I could never fully have another adult relationship it has always been situationship (wanting a relationship without having the responsibility of an actually being in a relationship). I think that's because I keep allowing Chris to enter my life. I keep telling myself it's because I knew him for over 10 years but really it's because I still love him so much. You know how you have that one that you could really never leave alone no matter how damaging y'all are to each other? Well that's me and Chris. When we're great we are perfect but when we're bad we are horrible.

Now that you're mostly caught up on my dysfunctional love life let me take you to the present day.