Risk it all |L.T |

Chapter 39

Nothing sinks in, nothing makes sense anymore.
Harry drove me home going over what Mr Beaumont said a few times. By the third time of him trying to tell me what was happening I think he realised that my head wasn't there so he gave up, and resorted to saying he'd call me in a few days to go over everything.
Now at almost midnight I'm sat in pretty much the same place that I have been since he dropped me off.
Everything that has happened in the last 48 hours is finally catching up with me. The loud rumble that comes from my stomach reminds me that I have eaten next to nothing.
I sigh as I drag myself into the kitchen and pour a glass of water and grab a handful of grapes... That will do, I really need to sleep.
Sleeping sounds so good, make today a distant memory and start again tomorrow, yes that's what I'm going to do. Turning off the light and making my way to bed, tomorrow will be a better day.

I have no idea what time it is, the annoying buzzing of my phone on the bedside table pulls me from my sleep. Reaching over without even opening my eyes I silence it, thank god. Within seconds it's buzzing again, no not now I need sleep. Turning over and pulling the covers over my head until it stops. The silence is short lived as it soon starts again. "Argh" I grumble sliding my hand out of the duvet and grabbing my phone I don't open my eyes to see who's calling I just slide my finger across the screen and press the phone to me ear.
"Hello." I growl down the phone
"Frankie.... Fancy opening your door."
"No" I snap down the line
"Come on, I have a surprise for you."
"I don't care, I'm tired and I want to sleep. If you really want to get in go and get my spare key."
"Are you fucking kidding me, where from."
"The entrance lobby. ask at the desk, tell them 'pink flamingo' and they'll give it you"
I put the phone down and close my eyes again, I have no desire to leave this bed so if he wants me he's going to have to drag me kicking and screaming.
I few minutes later I hear my door open, I listen as he moves around the apartment before coming into the bedroom.
"It's a bloody good job I love you." The sound of him kicking off his shoes before pulling the covers back and climbing into bed with me.
Not a another word as he pulls me into his arms. " I love you too Louis now let me sleep please"
Moving my hair across the pillow he softly kisses my shoulder. "Frankie... You really really need to get up." He carries on kissing until he reaches my neck.
"Louis.... I am not getting out of this bed, I'm tired and so drained."
"As tempting as it would be to stay here in bed with you all day, I'm sure you would much rather see what I have planned."
"Erm no I'm sleeping."
He gently pulls on my shoulder making me roll over and lay on my back, before trailing his hand up my side knowing all too well that is touch is tickling me, I try not to wriggle. I desperately don't want to give in to him.
Kissing his way from my neck across my jaw line before finally placing his lips on mine. My body instantly reacts and I turn to him wrapping my arms around his neck.
"Mmm someone seems more awake now." He says barely moving his lips from mine.
Climbing on top of me he kisses me with the most passion I have felt for a while, I feel him starting to harden which instantly makes me moan.
Just as I reach to pull his tshirt up and I've his head he sits back on his knees. "Nope.... If you want that you have to get out of bed first."
"What's the point in that, it's comfy and warm here."
His lips roll up into a smirk, "yes it is but its also lunch time and I have something for you."
I roll my eyes at him ugh why is he so desperate for me to get up.
Bending back down to kiss my lips one last time "I'm giving you 30 minutes to get up, showered and be ready."
He climbs off me and starts making his way to the door.
"Wait where are you going?"
"30 minutes Frankie." With that he closes the door.
Ugh why... Why is he such a tease, and why does he have such control over me.
I drag my self to the bathroom and quickly shower, I have no idea what he wants or what he has planned so I throw on some leggings and a over sized jumper before making my way into the lounge. Sat on the sofa with his arms folded across his chest.
"Not bad 23 minutes."
"Seriously you counted."
"Yep I did... Now grab your coat, I have coffee and a muffin waiting in the car for you." Getting to his feet and picking up his hoodie.
"Are you going to tell me where we're going?"
"No, it's part of the fun."
Slapping my ass as I walk past him in what I can only assume is an attempt to hurry me along, I grab my bag and coat and close the door.
Wrapping his hand around mine with the biggest smile on his face he's defiantly pleased with himself.

We've been on the road about and hour, he still won't give anything away.
This is the first time he's driven is anywhere, it seems almost alien, so far we've bickered over what song is on the radio and then both been singing along to the same song that we both claimed to hate which caused us to start laughing. Whenever he gets the chance he takes my hand in his and I love it, he makes me feel so loved and wanted in the small things he does, I hate that we can't be like this all time, that our love is a secret that has to be hidden away.
"No much longer and we'll be there."
I just smile at him, still no idea where we are going, the road signs aren't giving anything away. Just being with him makes me happy and even though I don't know what he's planned or what he's up to in so glad he dragged me out of bed.
"Where here." He says.
I glance around what the actual fuck is he on about, we're in the middle of no where on a country lane.
"Louis you can't be serious, there is nothing here."
"Well not here exactly, I just can't take the car any further."
I'm so confused I'm sure he can tell but instead of saying anything he just smirks at me.
Getting out of the car the fresh air hits me. God it's so cold.
Louis wraps his arm around my waist and pulls me in the direction he clearly wants me to go, as we round the corner of the huge hedge I see a secluded little log cabin. Sat all on its own surrounded by a few trees, a couple of small twinkling lights can just be seen.
"Okay, now we're here."
"Louis this is beautiful.... How did you know about this place?"
"I have my contacts." He smiles at me before kissing the side of my head "let's get inside, it's cold out here."
He opens the door to the most idiliic little cabin, it smells like cinnamon and Christmas, there's a small tree to the side of some French doors that leads out on to a decked area with a hot tub.
"Wow Louis this place is beautiful."
"I'm glad you like it.... Fancy staying here for the next three days with me?"
I look at him totally bewildered "how, I didn't bring anything with me."
"It's all taken care of, plus I don't think we'll need many clothes." He saying lifting his eyebrows and me and giving me his signature smirk that he knows kills me.
"Three days here with you sounds perfect."
"I was hoping you'd say that."
Without hesitation he grabs hold of me, his lips instantly crashing into mine as he pushes me backwards. I feel him fumble for the door handle his lips never leaving mine.
Pushing the door open he pulls my jumper over my head and throws it to the floor, his hands travel from my waist to my breasts gently cupping them before reaching round my back to unhook my bra. Pulling his tshirt off we both stumble backwards on to the bed.
I trail kisses down his neck and along his collar bone gently sucking from time to time leaving a little pink marks on his skin, nibbling, kissing and sucking all I've his chest until I reach the waist band of his jeans, slowly unbuttoning them until his erection is building through his boxers. I slip my hand inside and take hold of him and watch as he throws his head back as begin to pump my hand up and down his shaft. "Mmm Frankie that's nice."
Pulling his jeans and boxers down so I can enjoy the sight of him totally naked, I kiss the inside of his thighs before running my tongue over his balls and then up the length of penis, when I reach the top I take the tip of him in my mouth and suck. His low growling moans just encourage me and I take all of him in my mouth, working in to a smooth quick rhythm he twists his into my hair pulling slightly as I suck harder and harder. "Fuck Frankie I'm gonna come."
He words ignite a fire inside me and dig my nails into his thighs. His hips lift as he finds his release in my mouth, I greedily swallow it all "fuck Frankie" climbing back up the bed to his side, he lays there looking blissfully content.
"You didn't have to do that."
"I wanted to" wrapping his arms around me "I love you so fucking much."
"I love you Louis, more than I ever thought possible."
Holding onto me and kissing my head I can feel myself falling to sleep in his arms... My favourite place in the world