Risk it all |L.T |

Chapter 52

I can't stop staring at it, a fuzzy black and grey image outlining a perfect little human being, this perfect little thing growing inside of me made totally from love, and although it might not have been the way I planned things I just know that this is the start of something new and exciting.
"Hey, what's going on in that head of yours?"
Lifting my eyes from the perfect little image in front of me I look over at Louis.
"I'm happy Louis... So unbelievably happy. I never thought I'd feel this way, after new year and the shock of finding out I was I pregnant, I was lost and sad and I didn't know how things were going to get better, but being in there with you today seeing your face light up as she detailed every part of our baby I just knew everything was okay."
"Oh baby you have no idea, I'm sorry for fucking everything up before and making you feel that way but trust me it will never happen again, you and our little flump are the most important things in my life."
Screwing my nose up I can't help but giggle "flump?"
A huge smile spreading over face, the little crinkles by his standing out from his grin being so huge
"Yeah our little flump." He rests his hand on my stomach and loving gives it a gentle rub. Placing my handover his and wrapping my fingers around his. "Ok flump."

"You're late!" Liam snaps as we walk into the room.
"Chill dude."
"Seriously Louis where have you been?"
"Frankie... Had an appointment, we had an appointment."
Harry jumps to his feet and almost runs over "that was today?" I smile at him and nod my head, he was the only person who knew about the appointment. "So how did it go?" I swear he's almost more excited than I am. Before I can say anything else Louis waves the scan picture in front of Harrys face. The biggest smile spreads over his face "I'm so happy for you two." He pulls us both into a big hug.
"Wait, what is going on." Liam shouts.
"They had a scan, come check this out baby Tommo." All the boys are on their feet passing around the scan picture, Louis glances over at me and mouths the word 'sorry' I'm not angry with him in the slightest, after months of hiding it's nice that they all know and they they're all so supportive.
After a few jokes about the baby having Louis' cheeky side and short legs I finally find out the reason all the boys are together today... Tour buses. The boys are going to sort out their tour buses. Since I'm supposed to working today I have no idea what they are up to.
"Are we ready guys?" Liam asking making his way to the door, everyone just follows him when it comes to the band he is clearly the man in charge... Or so he thinks, he tells the others what to do and when to do it, but if I'm totally honest without him doing that they probably wouldn't get anything done.
"Are you okay to come with us?" Louis asking wrapping his hand around mine.
"Erm yeah, as long as I'm not intruding all I have planned for today is packing the rest of my things."
"Yeah roomie, tomorrow's moving day." Harry says giving me a huge grin. Louis instantly tightens his grip on my hand but doesn't say a word, I can see just how hard he's trying to control his jealousy.

Almost two hours and they're still playing around on the tour buses, yes I admit that they are pretty impressive, beds, couches, TVs, games consoles almost like a mini home on wheels. It's decided that Louis, Harry and me will share one bus and Niall, Liam and zayn will share another, although boys did say they are mainly used for travel which hey all do together and the only time they really separate out is they are sleeping on them but they do still use hotels.
I sit quietly as they plan out the last few things they want including, discuss food and travel plans. I never thought about how much effort goes into a tour and the effort it takes to transport these five guys around the country.
"Hey are you okay." Niall asks giving me a nudge.
"Yeah, just tired but that's normal."
"Get Tommo to take you home."
"Nah it's fine, he's busy and I don't want to cause any problems."
"You won't be causing any problems, he's really whipped by you you know. I've never seen him like this, it's nice. I don't know what you're doing or how you've done it but keep it up." He pats my back before walking past and I smile at what he just said, after all the drama and everything we've been through knowing that they're happy for us makes me smile.
"Oi Tommo, think you need to hit the road." Niall smiles before pointing back at me.
He nods his head and finishes his conversation with zayn which Niall joins before coming over to me.
"Everything ok?"
"Yeah Louis I'm fine."
"What's Niall talking about then?"
"He asked how I was and said I was tired that's all."
"Okay, well if my girl is tired it's time to go home." He drapes his arm over my shoulder.
"Guys, we're leaving. Catch you later."
There's a chorus of byes and finally Louis and I leave.
Sinking into the seat of the car it hits me just how tired I am, I close my eyes and enjoy the silence.
"That tired hm."
I open one eye and fix it on Louis making him giggle.
"Take a nap babe I'll wake you when we're home." I don't argue with him I just close my eye again and within seconds I'm drifting to sleep

***

"Have you got everything?"
With one last look around my apartment I remember the giggling washing the dishes, the kisses while cuddling on the sofa, the explosive arguments and making up afterwards I finally nod my head. "Yeah, yeah I've got everything."
Louis is helping me move the last few things of mine over to Harrys, I know how much he hates it but he's being really good, this is something that I never thought I'd see.
Jumping in Harrys car the boot loaded with my things.
"Ready to go home?" He says as Louis closes the door
"Hm... Home."
"Hey don't look so sad, this is still your place and staying with me isn't forever."
"I know Harry, there's just lots of memories here." Louis give me a wink he knows exactly what I'm talking about.
"Ew... I don't want to know."

It doesn't take long to drive over to Harrys, both him and Louis refuse to let me help taking anything inside, I'm left on just unpacking my things.
This seems so odd, my belongs have to stay here while they go on tour and I'll take things with me but then I'll yo-yo between here and my place, the thought of being here when Harry is on the road is something I'm not looking forward to, maybe I'll just be seen here and then I'll go home. I need to stop over thinking it, for now I just have to make the most of this situation.

"Hey... Fancy a pizza?" Louis pops his head round the bedroom door, a stupid girn spreads across my face.
"Mmm what I'd give for some pizza right now."
He raises his eyebrows at me, before stepping in the door and locking it behind him.
"What's that?" He asks pointing to the box in my hand.
"Oh this, it's just a memory box." Taking it from my hands and placing it on the draws before wrapping his arms around my waist. "I don't need a box for memories, I just need you." His lips softly touching mine, I wrap my hands around his neck and twist my fingers I his hair gently pulling. A low "Mmm" escapes his lips before he kisses along my jaw and down my neck. Pulling him with me we both fall onto the bed, this is the first time since Christmas that we've been so close.
He slides his hand under my top and cups my breast, his touch still sends electricity through my body.
I put my hand over his as he starts to unbutton my jeans causing him to stop and look at me confused.
"What's wrong?"
"I can't Louis, not when I know Harry is downstairs."
Smirking at me before he kisses my stomach. "Harrys not downstairs... He's gone to get pizza."
I move my hand from his and use it to pull his tshirt over his head, the sight of his bare chest has more of an effect than it ever has before, what is wrong with me. Pulling my bottom lip between my teeth as I admire him he slides his hand into my pants and slowly slips his finger inside me. "Mmm someone's wet." Making me blush I hide my face in between his neck and his shoulder, I run my hand over his chest and into his pants taking hold of his penis. "Mmm someone's hard." Two can play that game Mr Tomlinson. His smirk is back again.
Casually 'playing' with each and heated kisses, none of us seem to want to take it any further.
"Louis... Is, is everything ok?"
He looks at me with a big stupid grin on his face. "Yeah everything is more than fine."
"Louis, you know what I mean."
Propping himself up on his elbow his hand gently placed on my stomach. "I'm just scared, you know, you're pregnant."
I can't help but giggle at him. "Seriously?"
"Seriously you're laughing at me, I don't know how it works... You know when you're pregnant ."
"Louis we can still have Sex, honestly it's fine."
"How do you know?"
Grabbing my bag from the floor I fumble around before I find the leaflets the doctor gave  me. "Here read these. It's fine but I totally understand if you don't want to."
He casts his eyes over the information in front of him.
"Lou, Frankie.... Pizza."
"Harrys back, we should go downstairs before he thinks we're doing something we're not."
Throwing his tshirt at him I quickly peck his lips before getting to me feet.
"Hey Frankie, I love you... And flump."
Turning around I grab his hand and pull him from the bed and kiss him once more. "And we love you Louis so much, but right now we need pizza."