Dark (Louis version)

Chapter 39

The next morning I woke up and realized I was alone in bed. I saw that Louis wasn't in bed. I was guessing he was in the living room or in the kitchen. I got up and brushed my hair the walked down the hall. I saw that Louis wasn't in the living room so I went into the kitchen. I saw that he was in there. He was on the phone. I walked up behind him and put my arms around his waist. He was on the phone for a couple more minutes then he got off. He turned around then said "Good morning beautiful."

"Good morning handsome."

He laughed and asked "Why do you do that?"

"Because I know it bothers you."

He lent down and kissed me.

"Who were you on the phone with?"

"My mum. I think we should tell her soon. She gets suspicious of us so she'll more than likely find out before we would get to tell her."

"So when are we telling her?"

"This weekend."

I didn't say anything. I'm scared of telling people about it. I know Louis is happy about it but I've been scared since I found out. Louis asked "What's wrong?"

"Nothing."

"I can tell when you're lying."

"I'm scared."

He pulled me into his chest and said "I know you're scared but everything will be fine. I promise."

"Aren't you scared?"

"A little but I'm sure this is normal."

"Do you think we'll be good parents?"

"Yeah, atleast the best we can be."

"Are you off work today?"

"No, but I have to train. Do you want to come watch?"

"Sure."

"Let's go get ready then."

He grabbed my hand and lead me down the hall to our room. We started getting ready. When I was done I went to the living room and saw Louis waiting for me. He smiled and took my hand and lead me to the car. When we got to where he trains he went to out his bag in the locker room and I went and sat on the table in the room where Louis trains. I saw Louis walk back out and he stood in front of me. I smiled and he said "I love you."

 "I love you too."

He smiled then lent down and kissed me. He picked up his gloves and went over to where Jacob was and they started training. I saw Zach come in and he smiled when he saw me. He came over and sat next to me and said "Hey, I haven't seen you in awhile."

"Hey."

"I've been wanting to talk to you about something."

"Okay."

"Can I talk to you somewhere in private?"

"I don't know."

I looked over and saw that Louis was mad already. I could tell by just looking at him. Zach asked "What do you mean you don't know?"

"I don't think Louis would want me to talk to you somewhere where he can't see."

"Fine then I'll talk to you here. I'm sorry about kissing you. I shouldn't have done it and it kind of ruined my friendship with Louis. I know I shouldn't have done it but I still want you."

"It's fine, but no."

"Please give me a chance maybe I could treat you better than Louis or feel better than him. I think you're so beautiful but I want you to be mine and not his."

"No, I can't."

"Why?"

"Because I can't."

"Is there a reason?"

"Yes, I don't feel that way about you. I only think of you as a friend."

"Is that it?"

"Yeah because I can't tell you the other reason."

"What can't I know?"

"Because Louis and I don't want to tell anyone about something yet."

He looked confused and it looked like he was thinking of what it could be. He said "Alright. I just want you to know that I'll always be here for you."

"Thanks but you don't have to do that."

"I have something else to tell you."

"Alright."

"I think I'm in love with you. It's like everything you do is perfect. Everything about you is perfect."

"I'm sorry but I don't think that about you."

"I know. I have to go but I just wanted to talk to you and tell you that."

"Bye."

"Can I get a hug?"

"I'm sorry but no. Louis' right over there probably listening."

I looked over there and saw Louis smiling so I knew he heard everything that was said. Zach said "Bye." Then he walked out. Louis was still training and I went back into the locker room and sat down on one of the benches. After a little bit I saw Louis come in he looked mad. I stood up and went to walk towards him. He said "Why did you talk to him?"

"He came up to me."

"So that doesn't mean you have to talk to him."

"It's not like I can just ignore him."

"I heard everything you two said."

"I guessed that."

I could tell that Louis was really mad about it so I took a couple steps back then Louis started walking towards me. I was scared. He grabbed my hand and said "I didn't like the way he said he wanted you to be with him and how he could make you feel better than I could."

I took another step back and tried to pull my hand away. His grip got a little tighter. He said "Do you think he could make you feel better than I could."

"I don't know. You're the only person I've been with like that."

Louis let go of my hand and walked up to one of the lockers and punched it. It scared me since it was right next to me. I thought of his fist was a little closer he could have hit me.