Dark (Louis version)

Chapter 40

I was scared of Louis. He just came so close to hitting me. It didn't look like he wanted to. He just took out his anger on the lockers. I look over and saw a dent in the locker he just punched. I looked at Louis and he looked like he just realized what he did. He looked upset about it. He grabbed my hand and I pulled it away. He pulled me into his chest and said "I'm so sorry I didn't mean to do that."

I stayed quiet and Louis kept his arms around me. He asked "Are you mad at me?" I shook my head no. He looked a little relieved then asked "Are you scared?"

"Yeah."

He held me to his chest then kissed the top of my head and said "Please don't be scared. I don't want you to be scared of me."

"Give me some time."

I pulled away from him and said "I want to go home."

"I'll get my bag and we can go."

I walked out to the car before he came out. The whole way back to our apartment I stayed quiet and Louis kept apologizing. When we go there I went inside and walked to our bedroom and locked the door. I heard Louis walk down the hall and stop infront of our door. He knocked and asked "Can I come in?"

"I need some time."

It sounded like he walked away so I went and sat on the bed. I knew I had to talk to him, but I didn't want to yet. What he did scared me. I kept thinking that he could have hit me instead of the locker. I knew he would be mad about me and Zach talking. I just didn't think he would be this mad. Why would he be this mad? Is he really this jealous? There is no reason for him to be. I got up and unlocked the door and saw Louis sitting in the floor. He looked up and saw me then smiled. He got up and hugged me. He grabbed my hand and walked me into the living rooms and we sat down in the couch. He asked "Are you still scared?"  

"No."

He smiled and said "I'm sorry. I was really mad at Zach. I shouldn't have taken it out on you."

"It's fine."

"It's not fine. I could have hurt you."

I stayed quiet and he leat over and kissed me and he pulled away but he kept his head touching mine with his nose touching mine.

He said "I'm so sorry baby. I don't want to lose you."

"That will never happen."

He kissed me again and said "I love you so much."

"I love you too."

"I don't know what I would do if I lost you."

"That won't happen."

"Were you scared of me when it happened?"

"Yeah."

"I'm so sorry."

"Can we please forget about it?"

"Yeah. I want to do some thing for you though."

"Okay. What are you going to do?"

He smiled and said "I'm not going to tell you."

"Why can't I know?"

"Because it's a secret."

I smiled and kissed him. When he realized I wasn't going to pull away he ran his tongue over my bottom lip. I let him have entrance and he moved so that he was hovering over me. The kiss was getting really heated and Louis started pushing my shirt up. I didn't stop him then he moved so he was kissing my neck the he said "I know you're trying to get me to tell you."

I smiled and said "No."

He started kissing me again and he just pushed his tongue into my mouth. He pushed my shirt up more then he moved and took off his shirt. He moved and took off my shirt. He started kissing me again and he started to unbutton my shorts then started pulling them down. I started pulling down his shorts. When he got my shorts off he finished taking off his. I pulled away from kissing him and he started to take off my bra. I asked "Will you tell me now."

He groaned and said "I guessed you would do that. Can we finish what we're doing if I tell you?"

I shook my head no and he sat up and sat next to me. He said "No."

I put my shorts and shirt back on and he asked "Why did you put that back on?"

"Because."

"I like it better when you clothes are off."

He put his shorts back on and sat back down on the couch. I went to our bedroom and changed out of my clothes and put on one of Louis' shirts then laid down. I heard Louis come down the hall and he laid down next to me. He asked "What do you want to do?"

"Let's watch a movie."

He got up and out in a movie and laid next to me. He pulled me close to him. While we were watching the movie I fell asleep.