Powerful

Decisions

Bang. That was all I heard behind me. I slowly turned my head halfway around and saw a lone police officer pointing his gun at me. I don't get it, can't he tell that I'm an officer also. I was the only one to even attempt to try and stop these guys.
"Freeze and put your hands in the air." He yelled at me. I didn't listen,I don't know why. There was like static in my mind. It felt like something was blocking all reasonable and rational thinking. I just kept my hand pointed at the perp, the big thief. "Please don't kill me, I'm sorry." He whined. "You should have thought about that before trying to rob a store, threatening a officer, and trying to kill him." I told him.
I could feel this....thing inside me. It felt like a whole other person as living in me, as the lightning trying to take over my body. I could slowly feel it swallowing me whole. Fighting the good in me to take over my powers. My eyes were a bright blue with a black dot. I could barely feel my own sanity's pulse.
I stumbled back and grabbed my head viciously. I was in pain,like a horrible migraine. "What's wrong with you demon?" The thief says as he slowly backs away from me. He somehow stood up and grabbed his gun, with his shattered leg. The officer saw and ran over closer behind me still holding his gun up. The bad guy points his gun at me and said "You should have killed me when you had chance."
I looked at him I'm anger. I couldn't do anything to protect myself because of the pain. Then I heard it again. Bang! Bang! The officer shot the man in his wrist and shoulder. "Stand down sir, you can't just kill people." He said loudly. The man fell and stumbled back onto the ground. "Ahhh, you shot me, he tried to kill me. It was only self defense!" He exclaimed. The officer walked up to my side and touched my shoulder.
I slowly turned around. "Sir are you okay...oh my, Johnson!" He yelled. He looked at me trying to find out what's wrong. "I need an ambulance right away, officer down, I repeat officer down." He said into his walkie. When I looked at his face I noticed it was officer Jones. He was one of closest friends.
"Jacob, Jacob." He says. "What happened here, who are these guys?" He asked. Suddenly the pain subsided. I thin I was back to normal I raised my hand and pointed to the sky. "Look at the sky and tell me if you can see the beauty." I told him. He looked and only saw grey dark clouds with lightning in them. "There's no beauty here. There's only blood and dark clouds!" He yelled. "There was an explosion at the old building, lightning struck a car. Take care of the mess here please." I told him softly. I quickly shot off into the air and flew home.
I didn't want him to keep asking me questions. I don't know how to tell him that I killed some of those guys so I just left. I still wasn't thinking in my right mind as you can tell because I ended up flying in front of him. What a dumb way to keep a secret!
Once I got home I walked into the room where my wife was. I apologized to her and was instantly distracted. First, add was still naked. She was also sitting there and the small ball of lightning in her stomach turned yellow. I stared at it and she just looked at me.
"Something happened today." She said. I sat on the bed next to her listening. "I lost control of myself. You did give me powers. I went into the bathroom and accidentally shocked the glass mirror. It shattered into particles of glass dust." She said while gently sobbing. I held her hand and told her about my day. "You killed people?!" She asked. "I lost control just like you did. There was static in my mind. I felt like this...beast or demon was swallowing me whole trying to take over my body." I replied. We both looked at each other and held each other in our arms.
I started thinking to myself as I slowly fell asleep. What are we going to do. I killed people, out of self defense of course. I gave the only person I truly care about my powers also. I lost control! And worst of all, my closest friend seen me fly off into the sky with lightning. I need more control over my powers. I also have to either take away Rosalin's powers or help her to used to them Maybe I can get done vigorous training done while on the job. Who knows,I guess we'll see. All these decisions man.