I Changed Everything In Me For Him ..

chapter 5 (edited)

Chapter 5

RECAP :

(Back to the present)

Lisa P.O.V

Tears came off my eyes...

I knew I said I never wanted Evan Thomson again, but he knew how I felt for him. AND he knew he was NEVER supposed to hit on MY BEST FRIEND!!

THAT’S IT. IT’S TIME FOR THE REVENGE!

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A FEW MONTHS LATER.

LISA P.O.V

“Lisa you know what’s tomorrow?” Sofia said in a happy tone.

“Umm…what? I don’t remember anything special happening tomorrow.” I said confused.

What the hell was she trying to show me? I didn’t understand a bit.

“OMG LISA YOU’RE SO FORGETFUL!” She said staring at me like I was a mad person. “IT’S PROM LISAAAA!!!” She was screaming at me now.

Her eyes went wide, enough to freak me out, and put her hands in the air.

“Ah…I don’t wanna go.” I said with a sigh. “As it is, I don’t wanna go partner less.”

“Lisa many people go without a partner anyways. Have you looked at yourself? You thinned down so much. You’re what now?”

“65 Kilograms.” I said in a whisper. I myself can’t believe that.

“65 KIGS! LISA YOUR ONE SMOKING CHICK NOW THAN YOU WERE BEFORE!” She said excitingly.

Yeah I lost weight, but not because I was working out. Because of all the crying and no mood of eating. I cry every time I see Evan. The memories of him and Sofia making out comes back in my mind. I haven’t forgiven Sofia at all. My revenge is still in my mind, but it’s too early for it. She doesn’t know what I saw. She thinks her secret is safe. I don’t know if they are still together. I mean Evan is number the number one player and so is Sofia. I don’t think 2 players can make the best relationship.

“B...but...” I started protesting but stopped as my phone rang.

At seeing the caller ID my smile was covering my face.

“JOSHHHH! I haven’t seen you in like what? Forever!? Where are you?”

 JOSH P.O.V

 “JOSHHHH! I haven’t seen you like what? Forever!? Where are you?” She said.

I laughed. “Lisa I saw you yesterday.”

“Well yesterday was a pretty long time ago.” She said.

“Ha-ha true! So you’re going to prom?” I said hoping she’d say yes.

“I don’t want to but Sofia here wants me to go. Plus she added that ‘it’s okay to go partner less.‘ So I guess yeah...it’s not like I have a choice.”

“Well you’re not going partner less.” I said

My voice sounded nervous. I was going to ask her what I wanted to ask every year, but I knew I was never good enough.

“Huh? What do you mean?” She said confused.

“Well as a best friend I want to know if you want to go to prom with me, AS FRIENDS.”

I had to say ‘as friends’ in the end because I didn’t want her to know my feeling for her. Even though it did burn my throat saying it and I could feel my heart tearing apart. But no. I won’t tell her my feeling. Not yet…not now.

“J-JO-JOSH? Isn’t there like the whole school of girls trying to get YOU as a partner for Prom..?”

“Yeah. Don’t ask. I rejected them all. I wanted to go with you.” I said being honest.

“Josh I love you, but you don’t have to waste prom on me. I can seriously go partner less instead of you wasting prom going with me even as friends.” She said.

“LISAAA! Why do you always think me taking you for anything is waste of my time? Lisa you’re my best friend and I would do anything for you! Okay? So stop thinking stuff like that! So...will you go with me?” I said so fast that It sound more like a jumbled, “willyougowithme?” I wasn’t sure if she understood me. I partly shouted at the part 'will go with me'. I could feel my cheek blush and heat up.

“Yeah, I mean DUH! No one is better than you” she said.

“Awesome! I will pick you up by seven tomorrow.” I said.

And the phone ended. At least I can go with her to prom. Even if it’s ‘just as friends.’ This means a lot to me already! I Hope I don’t mess it up though.

 Lisa P.OV

“Awesome! I will pick you up by seven tomorrow.” He said.

Wow. Did josh just ask me to prom? Does he have interest in me? Who am I kidding? Last time I felt a guy had interest in me he was on a bench making out with my best friend. That memory will always haunt me! …Anyways he did say as friends. I know he just pities me. I hate that I’ll always be the one ‘wasting his time’ but at least I am not partner less.

“Who was it?” Sofia asked curiously.

“Josh. I think I got asked out to prom...” I said still surprised.

“OMFG! JOSH ASKED YOU OUT FOR PROM!” She said jumping up and down happily! It took a while for me to calm her down.

“Yeah...anyways just as ‘friends’.” I said that louder than I should have.

“WHO CARES!? Let’s go buy you a dress since the violet one is too big for you now.”

“Umm, okay…” I said.

I did want to look good. Good enough for Josh to see that I’m not a waste of his time now that my weight wasn’t so bad. So why not?

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