I wish I could love you

Apolgises

Cara makes her way back to Raf's, she hasn't felt this worried in a while, she knew if Jed wanted to he would fight her for the daughter he's only just found out about.

"Hi Caz" Raf says as he greets Cara at the front door.

"Hi" she says as she tries to put on a fake smile. Raf lets her in and she puts Ella down.

"What's up Caz? You seem uptight?" Raf says as he picks Ella up off the floor and looks down at Cara who is taking her shoes off, she doesn't say anything but just takes her shoes off and stands back up.

She looks up at him and smiles "just a long day" she mutters as she looks at Ella.

Raf smiles at her and walks through to the lounge and sits down with Ella on his lap, Cara sits next to him and sighs. "Okay... Cara there's something up, tell me" Raf says as he places his hand on her knee.

Cara looks down at her lap "well... I sorta.... Well you know... I might of told Serena... That we err.... Slept together" Cara whispers.
Raf says nothing "oh my god Raf I'm so sorry, I just sort of came out" Cara explains as raf is still quiet.

Raf goes as white as a sheet, he doesn't say anything to Cara but puts Ella down.
He stands and walks through to the kitchen, he still hasn't said anything, Cara lifts Ella up and goes to see Raf in the kitchen. She walks over to him and stands next to him "Raf I'm sorry" she says.

"Sorry for what? You've probably just cost me my job for sleeping with you" Raf says in a relatively calm tone.

"No, Serena said she wouldn't take any action against you please Raf forgive me" she says as she starts to tear up.

Raf looks at Cara and sees how upset she is "Ohh Cara... They were bound to find out anyway" Raf says as he pulls her into a hug.
Cara hugs him with Ella still clinging to her. "Please don't cry Caz" Raf says as he kisses her head.