Dark (A Louis Tomlinson story.)

Chapter 31- A Little Talk

AMANDA'S POV

I woke up the next morning wrapped in blankets. I pulled the blanket up closer to my head as I slowly opened my eyes. The sun seeping through the blinds blinded me for a moment but I was soon able to see again. I looked at the familiar wall, the wall in Lou's bedroom. My lips curved upward in a smile as my eyes fluttered shut. It felt good to be in his bed again. I kept the blankets up to my chin considering I was cold. I remained motionless except for my steady breathing, I didn't understand why Louis' bed was so comfortable, it just was.

I was unaware of the presence next to me until I felt the bed dip down as the person moved. I kept my eyes closed but I had a smile on my face. I rolled over so I was now facing him. I placed my hands on his cheeks before I pressed my lips against his. I felt his hands wrap around my waist and pull me closer to him as we kissed. He had now pulled me on top of him never breaking the kiss. I could feel him smiling as he kissed me causing me to giggle against his lips.

"I love you Louis." I whispered as I pulled away slightly.

As soon as I opened my eyes I screamed and jumped away. Instead of seeing Louis like I was expecting I saw Niall smirking at me. Just then Harry ran into the room with a wooden spoon in his hand.

"What happened?" He asked worriedly.

"Nothing. But if something did happen and someone was in here what exactly were you planning to do? Beat him to death with a wooden spoon?" I asked.

"Of course." He said with a grin. "I think a wooden spoon could hurt someone, especially if I hit them hard enough."

He sighed and his smile faltered as he saw the frown on my face. He walked over to my side of the bed and sat down next to me. He wrapped his arm around my shoulders and pulled me towards him so my head was rested on his shoulder.

"What's wrong love?" He asked.

"When I woke up this morning, I-I-I thought everything was a bad dream, I thought Louis was still here. I thought I would be able to feel him and kiss him but he isn't. I don't even know when I'll be able to see him again. What if he doesn't come back Harry? What if I never see him again? I don't think I could live if I never saw him again. Harry, I miss him so much. I just want to see him again. I'd do anything to see him again." I said as a tear rolled down my cheek.

Harry had a large grin tugging on his lips at my words. I was expecting him to try to cheer me up but instead he was smiling at my words as if my pain made him happy. I opened up my mouth to speak but I shut it again as I heard the next few words.

"Well love, you don't have to do much to see me again, just turn around." He said.

I jumped off the bed, I didn't have to even look at him. I ran into his outstretched arms before he wrapped them around me. He picked me up off the ground and spun around as he hugged me. Tears were now rolling down my cheeks uncontrollably. Once he was done spinning around he wrapped my legs around his torso before he held me up. He had the largest smile I've ever seen spread across his face.

"I missed you Amanda." He whispered.

He looked at me still smiling, I didn't know what to say, I couldn't even speak. He pressed his lips into mine as he hugged me tightly. I couldn't believe Louis was here again. I was so afraid that I would never see him again yet here he was. Tears of joy were now rolling down my cheeks as we kissed. He slowly pulled away and by now his smile had faltered and he looked serious.

"Amanda, I need to talk to you about something." He says gesturing for Niall and Harry to leave.

As soon as the two left Louis shut the door behind them. I was worried about what Louis was going to say.

"Harry told me about what you were thinking yesterday, about you killing yourself." He says.

As soon as those words left his mouth I dropped my gaze to the floor. I didn't want to Louis to find out about that, ever. He tilted my head up to look at him with his index finger underneath my chin. He pressed a quick kiss against my lips before he started speaking again.

"I don't want you to ever think like that again. That scared me just to hear Harry tell me you were thinking like that. Being away from you for that short amount of time was one of the worst times of my life and I couldn't imagine you being gone forever. If I found out that you would ever be gone forever I would end up killing myself. I can't live without seeing your beautiful face everyday. I can't live without hearing your adorable laugh. Please, don't ever think about killing yourself again. I love you Amanda and I never want to live without you, I just can't imagine life without you. I'm begging you not to think like that ever again, please Amanda." He says as tears started rolling down his cheeks.

"I promise Lou, I promise I won't ever think like that again." I said as he wiped the tears off of my cheeks.

A small smile tugged at his pink lips at my words. He pressed his lips against mine for a moment before he pulled away. He was still smiling and just seeing him smile made me smile. He hugged me tighter to him as I buried my head in the crook of his neck. He began rubbing my back as we hugged.

"I really missed you Amanda." He whispered.

"I really missed you too." I whispered back.