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       (Everything is in boys POV)

She twirled around me, her curly thick hair down flowing with the wind. Her eyes closed and arms up. She had a light smirk on her face. Oh how I wanted to grab her hips and dance with her.

"Why hello sir, would you like to dance?" She giggled holding out a hand.

I smiled grabbing her hand "I would love to."

We danced in the green grass that day. I remember it like it was yesterday. My smile was brighter than the sun, while your eyes shined like the stars.

You wrapped your arms around my neck while I wrapped mine around your waist. Please don't ever forget that day.

After that we went to McDonalds and both got Big Macs and Coke. I stole some of your fries while you were in the bathroom, sorry.

I even remember the time that dumb fuck that broke your heart. Tears running down your face , and your eyes weren't the stars anymore , and my smile wasn't the sun. My attitude was the thunder while your tears were the rain.

It made it even worse when your hamster died. (I hated that hamster with a passion , but I was sad when he died, know that.)

Oh , remember that time you were on your period and we both stayed home from school watching movies? Remember to take some pills for the pain, okay?

I'm crying my love. I'm sorry I had to leave so early , but I'll see you again , I always do.

I gotta be a man ! I promise to watch over you and your family , take care of my little sister will ya? She said you always reminded her of a queen while she was the princess.

Oh man, I just want to hold you, to help you through the pain. I'm sorry it came to this. Please don't be too sad or mad. It ... Just happened.

I remember when the impact of the car hit me , I saw you. I saw all the memories, the laughs , cries , everything. Oh god. Please take care of yourself , haha, remember when I brushed your hair that one morning because you woke up late? Your hair was a mess. Aw , please don't cry , your gonna make me cry.

The funeral just made it worse, don't ya think? My body had been pretty banged up so my casket was closed. I'm sorry . I should have been paying more attention , I should have, I should have. Why am I so stupid?! I would give anything to be back with you and my family.

Please don't forget about me , because I know I will never forget you. The way your eyes were always wide, either with excitement or fear. Oh god, please don't forget.

Take care of my mom, she cried last night, I would have tried to comfort her , but I'm kinda still lost. I can still see you but you can't see me. It hurts, it's hurts so much because I have to watch you be in pain.

I heard you and your mother talking she said," He is gone now sweety, it was his time."

I was sad , I wish it wasn't my time. You just cried even more. Please stop crying.

I love you. (with a passion)

Goodbye love, I'm sure we'll meet again.

Please do take care of yourself , don't stay up too late reading manga, and don't stress yourself about school, it'll all work out, I promise you.

Fall in love , find someone like me. And cherish them till the very end.

I wish we had more time.

I wish that I could turn back time and try to tell you I love you . But I think you already knew.

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 06, 2015 ⏰

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