It starts off small,
Like a grain of sand.
But eventually it grows,
And it becomes something you can't fight.
It starts off simple,
Sort of like the beginning of a storm,
How the rain is light and the sky is too,
But it all turns into something worse.
This is when you really feel it,
How it starts radiating
From your stomach
To your whole damn body.
This is when it starts to bother you,
Kind of like when you
Have something in your eye,
But you can't get it out.
Now, there's no turning back,
You know it's there,
But you can't figure out
Where it's stemming from.
It didn't bother you as much,
When you saw her simply
Hugging or holding onto
Her new found lover.
No it didn't bother you
When you saw them,
Doing all the things
You two used to do.
But boy did it bother you
When you realized that
What you had,
It's long gone.
And that there's nothing
In the world that would
make her love you
The way she used to.
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