I long for the feeling
to not feel at all. 
I wish I didn't feel sad,
and I wish I didn't feel hopeless. 
I wish I didn't feel needy
I also wish I didn't feel clingy. 
I wish I didn't feel insecure,
I wish I didn't feel misplaced. 
I simply wish to not feel anything at all. 
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ok so this isn't like me being sad or anything. tbh sometimes i like to create characters and write from their pov. as always, i hope you enjoyed xx
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  