Why me?-(Soul x bullied reader)

Help me

(Y/N) POV
I woke up in front of my apartment. Pain went all the way through my body and I was covered in blood. The memory of Madison hurting me came back. I got up and opened the door. It hurt but I had to get up. I went to my room. I didn't want to go to school and face Soul or Madison. "Why am I still here. I should just help everyone out and disappear. No will ever love me so it's not like anyone will care." I turned my figure into a blade and started scaring my hand even more."Then I'll finally have some peace and quite. I won't have to fell pain anymore." The best idea came to my head.

Soul POV

I went to class and looked for (Y/N). I didn't see her anywhere but I did see that girl who was hurting (Y/N). She was whispering to a group of girls and they started laughing. I couldn't help but feel like something happened to (Y/N). Then Stein rolled in and took attendance. "Has anyone seen (Y/N) around" he asked. One of the girls started snickering and said "Maybe she did us the favor and disappeared." That's it I got up and left. I couldn't help just sitting there and waiting to see if (Y/N) came back or not. I went to Lord Death's office and asked him about (Y/N). He gave me some information on where she lived. I quickly got to her apartment and knocked on the door trying to keep my cool. No answer. I knocked even louder and more thoughts came to my head. Instead of waiting for another answer I quickly kicked the door down. That's when I saw her sitting there holding a bloody knife. She had more cuts on her wrist. It also looked like she cut one of her veins because it didn't stop bleeding. I quickly ran over to her and took off my jacket. "What are you doing here Soul" she asked. "I was worried about. Why else would I be here." I said while trying to stop the bleeding with my jacket. "Just stop it Soul!" She yelled trying to pull her arm out . " Why do you even care Soul. You don't even know how it feels to be abandoned and rejected. To be beaten your entire life." She started crying. "To never be loved so why do you care. I just want to disappear." She started to cry even more. " No (Y/N) I do care and the reason I care is because I love you. I don't want to see you be hurt anymore." She stopped crying a little. " Why me? There are other girls better then me. I'm just a depressed girl. Who doesn't want to exist." She said with a few tears still falling. " No you're not a depressed girl. You're just a beautiful misunderstand girl. Who deserves to live because I love her." I tried to stop the bleeding but couldn't. I then picked her up and carried her to the hospital. I ran as fast as possible. She was still crying. I saw how the sun hit her beautiful (H/L) (H/C) hair. The way her (E/C) eyes were red and puffy. I couldn't help it anymore so I stopped. She looked up at me confused. I then leaned in and gave her a quick kiss. Her lips were sweet and pure. I continued running and she stopped crying. 

At the hospital

I finally arrived and they quickly took her from me. I couldn't help but feel nervous.

20 minutes later

I waited and started walking back and forth. The doctor came out and looked at me. "How is she? Can I see her?" So many question started coming out of my mouth and the doctor just nodded. He let me in to see her. She was in a bed with a white bandage around one of her wrist. She turned towards me and smiled with a tear falling from her face.