"Please, just let them kill me!"
"I can't do that. I won't. I lost you once. I can't lose you again. I'm just... I'm not strong enough to live in a world that doesn't have you in it."
"Come back to me. Just don't bring that thing with you."
"The only thing I'm going to bring back is Will, 'kay?"
That was the last conversation we had before Fitz leaped into that horrid planet. I was so worried that he wasn't going to come back to me. I can't live in a world that doesn't have him in it.
I tucked a string of hair behind my ear and tried to remember happy things, things that would make me smile while I waited for his return:
I remembered our years at the academy side by side. How we hated each other in the beginning. Always competing for the highest grade. Finally we got paired together in Chem. Lab and our world changed for the better.
I remembered when I had to dissect a cat. Fitz was scared out of his mind by the dead cat! I just made matters worse when I left the its liver next to his lunch. He didn't talk to me for days he was so angry.
I remembered when I got an alien disease. Fitz was there risking his own life, because one single touch from me, he would have been a goner too. But we found the cure together and here I am alive, while he is on Maveth getting a man for me that might bring us apart.
I remembered how he went on that mission with Ward. I was so worried! That was our first time being apart in a long time. I bet he was worried too, but he had a delicious sandwich I prepared for him to calm him down.
I remembered when we met our friend Tripp. Fitz hated him for some unknown reason at first. Well, now I know the reason, I practically flirted with the guy.
I remembered when Tripp had brought all of his grandfather's gadgets. Fitz started playing with the thing that looked like a cigarette, and burned a hole in the curtain on the window.
I remembered how we were at the bottom of the ocean in a pod! We both thought we were going to die down there. But Fitz came up with a solution to keep us, well me, alive. He gave me hope on the edge of nowhere down there. We ended up saving each other's lives that day and Fitz practically told me he loved me.
I remembered how he was in a comma. Nine of the longest days of my life. He finally woke up but he couldn't talk. Then when he could talk, he pushed himself too hard. For me. So, I made the stupid decision to leave. Thought it would be good for us, but it wasn't. We eventually found our way glued back to each other's sides.
I remember how Skye became Daisy. I wasn't being such a good friend at the time and it was pissing Fitz off so badly. We had a little argument in the lab, and I actually called him Leo, which I never do.
I remembered how Bobbi took a bullet for Lance. It opened up my eyes. I realized I was in love with Fitz too. He was getting ready to go on a mission with Coulson and Mack to kill Gordon. I knew I didn't have a lot of time to tell him that I loved him, soo the last words I said to him before he left was, "Maybe there is." He had finally returned, and asked me out on a date! But I got swallowed up by that God forsaken Monolith!!
I remembered how Fitz kept me going! Gave me hope on that planet. It wasn't until my phone lost battery that I started drifting off to someone else. Then he came and saved me! Now he's going back to save Will. He always has to be the bloody hero.
I remembered how he saved me. How our hands had slipped apart. How he grabbed my hand again, firm and tight, like he was never going to let me go, ever. Then when I made it back to Earth, he stayed with me making sure I was alright. When I told him about Will he didn't get mad around me, he just helped me try to get him back.
I remembered our fight. We were so heated!! I was so mad at him for being so perfect, and he was mad at me for being so mad!! Sparks were flying and Fitz surprised me. He kissed me! Even after I told him I loved Will! He literally just laid one on me out of the blue. Then when he stopped I kissed him back!
Now here we are. Back to business. I'm here. And he's there.
Come back to me.
That's all I ask.
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We're Cursed ~Fitzsimmons
Hayran KurguA book filled with Fitzsimmons One Shots and fluff!!! <3 "Cause we're cursed. The bloody cosmos wants us to be apart! "The cosmos doesn't want anything.