(A/N: because of idiots at school, I've had to change this chapter about 3 times. That's why it's taking so long to update it. Now I'll have to give up Jade because they keep asking who she is and it's making me want to cry. I'm ashamed to write something so stupid without thinking my "friends" would find it and make fun of me for it. I want to write something gorey and just sick soon. I started Deadman Wonderland and I'm obsessed with their methods of killing inmates and the blood guts and gore is amazing. Hey John, if you're reading this, just please stop asking about it at school. I'm making a bet to myself that I'll hide my feelings and shut up more often. Bye guys.)
We approach the white windowed door and start up the concrete steps. Jade opens the door and a tall man walks up and asks who I am and such. I introduce myself. And proceed to be taken into Jade's room. It's a bit smaller than mine, light blue, covered in music and anime posters, and decorated with a few little SNK figurines. We aren't much different in interests.
"You can sit if you'd like.", she says motioning to the bed. "Oh thanks, so do you have any siblings?", I ask trying to break the awkwardness. "Yeah, actually, I have a little sister and an older brother.", she says. "Are they as cute as you?", I say teasing her. "I'm not cute! But my sister is pretty good for the most part and my brother is an f-up.", she says rolling her eyes when bringing up her brother. "If I may ask, why is he a 'screw-up'? Only if you want to talk about it!", I say trying not to offend or pressure her. "No, it's fine. He has been kicked out of the Navy in America for drug use. And is still addicted, he's been arrested once for it and is sober right now. He uses drugs for pain releif.", she says spitting it out in shame. "Oh... im really sorry. I can't relate but I know what you mean... Wanna hug?", I say comforting her. "Oh fine...", she says reluctantly and gives me a hug.
I like how small she is, I know im only about like 2 inches taller but something about her makes her seem small and desolate or solitary. It's like she's septarated from reality and responsibility. She makes me feel the need to be protective and I need to hold her hand or have my arm over her as we walk, I don't know why, but I feel something isn't as simple as it looks or sounds. You must feel it to know the real problem. I can't empathize with her, all I can do is take care of her as I do with my friends, and lead her through to peace and happiness.
"Thank youuu missy. Don't be stubborn and just accept it, you gotta know I do really care. So chill m8 I'm here for you.", I say looking into the shocked, puzzled, frustrated, yet calm and understanding eyes. "Okayyyeee don't get all sappy on me please. But really, thanks a lot for being worried about me.", she says it like she texts me, immediately saying it's okay after my apologies.
After we just talk about stupid things and talk about things in her room. She shows me her english homework and I get super excited to help. She introduces me to her father, his name is Blake and he seems timid and still assertive. I know he cares a lot for her too. Her mother on the other hand, she is a lively shorter woman- very eccentric- I like her, I know she's putting up a front. She's trying to hide her stress and deterioration, she is breaking on the inside. She reminds me of myself... I think I can get along with them.
They remind me of my dads. Bear is loud and fun but still a serious and sad person with flaws. Papa... Papa, Papa is a happy looking, sweet, innocent, carefree soul, and he genuinely is, but he is also a very protective and knowledgeable man as well. My dads love eachother and me but they don't know that I know that they are struggling emotionally. I feel I'm the bond that keeps them somewhat pleased and at ease.
(Troye Sivan references anyone?)
Her mom's name is Eden, I learn. That reminds me of the beautiful girl LikeTotallyEden on youtube that wrote the phan songs.I know I decided to exchange to Japan, but what about life here? What about Jade? I don't want to be apart from her any longer than at least 3 weeks. When she gets sick, I won't be able to worry and obsess over her health. When her brother is getting yelled at, I won't be able to call her everytime, due to schoolwork and Miyagi begging me to hang out.
I know it's all gonna work out in the long run. Just hold on tight, and ride this rollercoaster called life.TO BE CONTINUED...
CARING CHLOE!1!1!
I'm sorry that this took so long to update. I just had like so much to do and now im done with deadman wonderland and I started reading the manga. I also read the last of the OHSHC mangas. Sorry if this chapter is boring or whatever and if there are any mistakes, be sure to tell me. Wattpad was crashing while writing this as well so sorry if it's messed up. Bye guys
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Dan and Phil's Daughter
FanfictionI'm Dan and Phil's daughter. This is how our life goes! I'm new at this whole writing thing, give me a break.