Will Never Settle For A Quileute Boy

She Looks So Perfect

She Looks So Perfect

Paul

I waited for her outside of her house, I leaned against the front of her mom and dads car and waited patiently. It was all I could really do because for the past couple of weeks because I know she had been waiting for me to pay attention to her. And really, I was sorry about that, but being a guy who knew nothing about the female species, I didn't know how to feel about my best friend not liking my almost girlfriend.

  And watching her being carried away by Jared, into her house, while her parents weren't home. That had been low blow for the both of them. Come on, I was there all the time while they weren't not there. But I was allowed to be, I was the best friend and Jared wasn't. And after he left I knew I was about to shift, and I couldn't do it out in the open, so I ran before anything else happened. I would love to explain why I didn't find it okay that Jared was hanging out with my best friend.

Being engulfed in Vanessa's presence had been overwhelming, but that was how it was supposed to be when entering the very first relationship, right? I didn't know what to think, I didn't know what Jess Jess would think, that was why she was the first person I wanted to go to, and when she said that I didn't need her permission that gave me the green light.

I didn't bother to read behind it, and I didn't think to look her in the eyes and actually make sure that she was okay with it because I was just so excited that someone was finally showing the interest that I was waiting for. We guys, we might have a lot of attention with the abs and the extra large muscles, but the girls at our school would never find courage to come and talk to any of us, until now that was. And Vanessa, she was hot, she was sweet when she wanted to be, and when I recognized the hostility towards my best friend, the snide remarks, they were not needed. But I didn't know how to respond to it.

Then I noticed what she was dressed like at that party, and literally, she blew me away. I couldn't form the words to give her except for the fact that she looked amazing, which had been true. But why the change? She could of came just as she was, and I wouldn't have loved her any less. She needed to understand that I couldn't look at her like that, so of course I had to question her choices of clothing, like the tight shorts and t-shirts she was sporting lately, I was just trying to look out for her, to get some answers but then Vanessa butted in and gave her two cents which ended up making my best friend upset, that had her storming out of Sam's house. After that, God only knew what she had been up to.

I had it figured out when I saw her painting that portrait of my wolf, and saw her being carried away by one of my pack members, something within me just snapped. My chest was heavy, and I wanted kill something. My best friend, and Jared, were probably doing something in her bedroom, and I didn't know what it was, but that was not going to happen. I don't know why it felt like my heart was breaking at the sight of her with a smile so bright on her face, because as her best friend, I wasn't the one causing it? No one understood how badly I wanted to be there and have everything back to normal, but as each day passed, she changed, and it wasn't the same Jessie I was so used to seeing and loving. She didn't even notice it, but I did and I didn't know if it was a problem or if I was just feeling weird to the change but the ping I felt in my heart kept getting stronger and it started to hurt more. I didn't know the reason behind it either, I just wanted it to stop.

    I looked around, and I tried to preoccupy my thoughts, and the only person who was running through it had been Jessie, and how much she meant to me, and whether or not I should be okay with her being someone she wasn't. So I directed my attention back at her front door so that I could stop thinking about it, and when I glanced down at my watch and saw she still had five minutes left I just remained patient. The door opened and out came Jess, and the way she looked made my heart fall into my stomach.