Sarah Smiles

The End of All Things

Brendon's POV

I hate to think that Sarah said I assaulted her. That she was warned about me, but didn't listen. For someone who said she loved me, she sure as hell sounded like she hated me on the stand. But that was all a trial that her mom set her up for. She didn't mean it, she still loves me, even if I'm in jail and will probably never see her again.

I can't blame Sarah, I can't hate her for putting me behind bars for ten years, if I'm good it could be as little as two until parole. I can't hate her because I love her, and I could see that she loves me when she was standing in front of me with lie on her lips.

I miss her already and it's only been two days for me here in prison. So much for going on tour with the band. We'll have to go on hiatus, and what will I tell my fans?

Sarah's POV

I cried the whole time that I stood on the stand, I'm still crying now. It's been a week, but it feels like months. I'll never see him again, and it's all my fault. 

It's been a month but it feels like years. I can't live without Brendon, not when I've been living with him for so long. I hate myself for allowing my mother to control my life.

Ryan and Tanner try to comfort me, saying that I don't need a guy, that I never needed a guy before him. It's no use, because we all know the truth: Brendon Urie became my world the moment he saw me from the stage. I want to move as far away as possible and forget any of this ever happened.

Ryan, Tanner and I are all working to save up the money so we can move to Canada after we graduate. Ryan is graduating this year, so she will get a full time job for a year until Tanner and I finish school. God bless them for always being by my side, no matter what gets thrown my way.

As for my relationship with my mom, it's non existent. We avoid each other at all costs and use Dillan as our messenger boy. He hates it, but he'll do anything for me. He knows that when I move away, he'll have an escape when he turns 18.

I miss Brendon every day, and I know I always will. I love him, and I wish I could have done something to prevent him going to jail. Theres nothing I could do, because of what my mother said.

I send him "anonymous" letters (at least the wardens think they're anonymous) telling him about where I'll be when he gets out. I hope everything will be OK between us. The next ten years will be the hardest of my life.