Hey Angel (c.w.)

Three.

"Hands are silent

Voice is numb

Try to scream out my lungs

It makes this harder

And the tears stream down my face"

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{Cole}

"I just want to be alone Cole" she says and closes the door on my face.

I defiantly said something wrong...but what?

There is something about this girl that makes me want to know more about her. I don't know why.

Lucky enough for me, no one is in the hall to see me get kicked out of her room.

I walk toward the other end of the hall and open the door to see all of my teammates on their beds; some are sleeping and some are on their phones.

"Hey dude. Where have you been?" Jaden asks me, but doesn't take his eyes off his phone. He's probably texting Jacey, his best friend. 

"With a friend..." I say and he doesn't ask anymore questions.

Then I get on to my bottom bunk bed and pull out my phone.

Luna has to have some sort of social media. Twitter, Facebook, Instagram, something that I can look her up on and get to know her better.

I go to Instagram first and search 'Luna Stotz'.

The first thing that pops up is @lalunastotz. I laugh a little at the username.

I click on it and the profile picture is of her(she looks younger) and a boy. Let me just tell you that they don't look like family to me.

He's squishing her face and kissing her cheek while she is just grinning.

Her bio is 'no longer use this account, for these are pictures of memories I want to keep separated from my current pictures...new account is @lunastotz'.

I click the back arrow and in the list of 'Luna Stotz' I saw the one that is @lunastotz, so I click on that one instead. There are 20.1k on this account–probably because she is well known from LLWS–and the bio says 'probably drawing or got my face shoved up in a book

rest in peace mom

luca♡'

Her mom...died? I want to just run to her room and tell her how sorry I am because I know what it's like to lose someone you really care about. I know that I can't do that though. Also...who's Luca?

I decide to turn off my phone and not search through her Instagram account to see what she has been through, because I want to hear it from her if she ever opens up to me.

All I can do right now is go to sleep and hope to see her tomorrow if she doesn't shut me out.

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{Luna}

I twist and turn in this twin size bed hoping that I'll soon fall asleep.

When I can't sleep I talk to my mom or Luca. Though they are no longer here with me, I feel like they can hear me call out to them.

"Hi Luca...it's me" I say in a whisper

"It's not even been a year, but there hasn't been a day that's gone by that I haven't thought of you. It's really hard for me to continue living life without you or my mom, because the only person I have left that loves me is my dad." I say and a tear falls down my cheek

"I know that you aren't happy about the way I've been treating myself, but I just don't know what else to do anymore. Luca I want to be with you and my mom again...please don't be mad." I say choking up

"I know that you would've wanted me to find another guy after you left, but Luca...you're the only one I'll ever love." More tears fall " I'll see you and mom soon..."

After I say that I soon fall asleep because crying makes me tired. I only know that because I've cried so many times.

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This is a shorter chapter, sorry.

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