Merry Christmas (ON HOLD)

Feelings

I woke up just as confused as when I went to sleep. I don't know why Chris kissed me. I could've resisted but kissing him was something else. I just didn't want to stop. That's my best friend that has a girlfriend and he kissed me. I really feel like I have feelings for this boy it's something I cannot deny. Definitely. This is going to cause problems I know it.

I'm distracted by my thoughts when my phone rings. Who's calling me at 9 in the morning. I pick up my phone and see Marcus' name on the screen.

"Hello?" I asked my voice still tired although I've been up for at least an hour.

"Hey good morning." His voice was raspy.

"Good morning. Why are you calling so early?" I asked him.

"I can't call and say mornin' to Bae?"

"Bae? I didn't know we made things official." I tell him. I didn't even think that he would want to talk to me right now.

"We could if you want cause I like you and I ain't letting ya boy Chris get in between us." He says and I'm just shocked by what I'm hearing. I think I'm going to need a rain check. All this shit is going on and I don't think I can take it right now.

"I don't know right now. Chris is my best friend and if you can't be at least a little cool with him I don't know how it's going to work. Yeah I like you a lot Marcus I really do but I've known Chris longer." I told him. I was telling the truth partially. I actually wasn't sure because of my feelings for Chris. But let's not add that part.

"Okay," he sighed. "I'm willing to meet up with him and crush this if he is. I want to start a relationship with you but if I gotta be cool with him so be it."

"I'll talk to him and let you know." I tell him. I don't know when I was going to talk to that boy because I'm nervous as hell. Not to mention confused.

"Okay bye Hazel, I'll talk to you later."
He said and hung up before I could say bye.

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"Merry Christmas you filthy animal and a happy new year." Kevin from the Home Alone movie said. I was on the couch watching movies and I planned on doing that all day. It was 3 in the afternoon now and my mom and dad were at work. My brother was in his room playing some game.

I was drinking hot chocolate when I got a text. I look at my phone and it's Chloe.

Chloe:
Come open the door hoe!! Santa's here!

Me:
Come through the chimney "hoe."

Chloe:
Open the damn door!

I huff and get out of my comfortable position to open the door. I'm greeted by a cheesy Chloe all in my face. She squeezes me like she didn't see me two days ago.

"We have to talk! You didn't call me or anything. What a friend I have." She says and drags me into the living room to sit down.

I sit criss cross on the couch and she does the same parallel from me.

"Talk about?" I knew what she was talking about I was just being annoying.

She slaps my arm and rolls her eyes. "Haze the date!" She yells. Why is this girl yelling. She puts her newly dyed red hair in a messy bun and waits for my answer.

"Well it went well. He was a nice guy until-" I stopped talking looking at my thighs.

"Until? Come on Haze." She said eagerly. Nosey ass Chloe. I really don't know how I dealt with her for five years.

"Chris. He came and fucked it all up. Marc was just being flirty and started kissing my neck. Then Chris just jumps out of nowhere and grabs him by his shirt. Ready to kill him." I explain to her. She has her mouth open the whole time.

"What happened after that?" She asked me. She was so surprised and didn't expect that to come from my mouth.

"Marcus took me home and I apologized several times. He said it was fine. He called me today and told me he wanted me to be with him. But I told him that I knew Chris for a long time and you guys should get along. You understand?" she nodded her head as I spoke. " He said he's willing to meet up and squash everything but  I don't know about Chris he can be stubborn."

"Yeah I know have you spoken to him after everything." She asked me looking at a text on her phone.

"Last night, yeah. He apologized but I kept yelling at him. So we argued a little bit and he left." I was not about to tell Chloe what happened. No fucking way.

"Aww like a married couple." She giggled poking at my cheek. I gave her the finger and picked up my hot chocolate to drink it. "You guys should double date. You, Marc, Chris, and Nata-"

"Fuck no hell no every type of no in all languages. Negative. Naww son." I told her almost spitting out my hot chocolate. There was no way I was going anywhere in public with that hoe Natalie.

Chloe started dying she was rolling all over the floor just laughing. I was just staring at her trying to hide a grin. "No Chloe its not happening."

"Come on Hollywood, you have to. Please just try it maybe you guys could get along." I grinned at the little nickname she gave me and rolled my eyes.

"You don't even like her so-" I began to say when I heard my door being knocked.

"I don't but its not about me its about you!" She yelled as I walked away to get the door.

I opened the door to see Chris' tall figure in front of me. Why did he knock? He has a key. We stared at each other for a moment. I just looked at his dark brown eyes and I can see that there was something he wanted to tell me.

"Hey Haze we have to talk I -" he was interrupted by Chloe's laughter. I let him in and we made our way to the living room.

"You have to watch this Haze it's so funny. Oh hi Chris!" She waves at him. She's watching Friday After The Next, a movie I watched at least 20 times. Chris waves at her and looks kinda mad.

"What's wrong?" I whisper in his ear.

"I wanted you alone." He whisper pointing at Chloe. We sat on the couch and I mouthed to him "later". He sighed and nodded.

"So Chris I heard you were being a bitch last night." Chloe said to him taking her eyes off the tv.

"I was not I - I just- . Listen I have nothing to say to you Chloe." Chris looked at me. Sorry I told her I thought to myself.

"Well I think you should all go on a date and figure it out. Homeboy Marcus said he's willing to squash this because he doesn't know what's going on. But I do, your a jealous little boy." Chloe says to him.

"Chloe shut the hell up! Why are you even here?" Chris spits back. He gets up to leave and I pull his wrist.

"Maybe she's right we should all go out and eat tonight and get along since I hate Nat and you hate Marc." I mumbled to him still holding his wrist.

"Fine." He said to me sitting back down. I held his hand and we all continued to watch the rest of the movie.

Tonight was going to be exciting.

Sorry this was boring the next chapter will be better! Please vote and comment I NEED FEEDBACK PEOPLE!!!!!!

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